Ayria Counterblow

I feel it

The guilt now washes over me

Resides in my consciousness

It’s complicating me

All that you had to say was “Never get too close to me”

I might have thought my actions through

My rash decisions will prove

Now it’s all too late

Below the surface

Is where this hurt lives

I cannot mend

I just divide inside

It’s mine

I’d like to think that I could damage you from within

But I gave up and it’s obvious some things go way past sin

Caught in the undertow

A victim of a counterblow

And now I’m left with these shattered nerves and emptiness that I deserve

Now it’s all too late

Below the surface

Is where this hurt lives

I cannot mend

I just divide inside

It’s mine

Wishing I could move time

Just get out

Now I must live without

Can’t seem to fix what I’ve broken down

Worn out an now I just don’t care

Stripped down the girl I must repair

You made me do thing that I didn’t like

Unfair

Now you forget what I tasted like

And you pretend out of spite

Did you forget the depths of my eyes?

As you stared and said you wouldn’t compromise

Trying to take what you wanted most

You didn’t even come close

Now I will stand here in control

And never fall again