Angel Haze Rose-Tinted Suicide

You’re the shade of the saddest December

Rose colored petals that tragically wither

With my tongue on the thighs of a sinner

And I keep praying father forgive us

And I come back to you for redemption

Til I feel you rise up inside me like tension

All the thoughts on the mind you’ve imprisoned

Have faith in the god you envisage

And I praise and I stroke you to pieces

Til you cum in the dark and release me

And I beg at your feet when you leave me

Til my tonsils are sore from the screaming

Til my knees hit the pavement your feet hit

For the hem of your garment, I’m reaching

You’re the only god I’ve ever believed in..

You’re the only god I’ve ever believed in

Lost in you tonight

I could worship you for life

Keep me rising like the tide

The tide

I’ve got heaven on my mind

I’ve got God here in my sight

Could you stay and take me high?

Me high, high…

Angel Haze Come Winter

[Intro:]

Now, this might get a little personal

Or a lot actually

Parental discretion is advised

When I was ten, shit, I believed I could fly

I would just flap my fucking arms and try to meet with the sky

And in my mind I’d envision that I was speaking with God

And then I’d chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine

But this is just a fucking portion of the war with my mind

So I’m a take you fuckers back and through the vortex of time

When I was seven envision me at the bottom of stairs

And I solemnly swear that this is the truth, no fallacy here

See I was young, man, I was just a toddler, a kid

And he wasn’t the first to successfully try but he did

He took me to the basement and after the lights had been cut

He whipped it out and sodomized and forced his cock through my gut

See it was weird because I felt like I was losing my mind

And then it happened like it happened millions of times

And I would swear that I would tell but they would think that I was lyin’

And now the power that he held was like a beacon of mine

So now I got used to it, I put up with the shit

And now my hate was so volcanically eruptive and shit

But this is nothing cause I guess he told his friend what he do

And they ate it up, shit I was like a buffet for two

And then it happened in a home where every fucking one knew

And they ain’t do shit but fucking blame it on youth

I’m sorry mom but I really used to blame it on you, but even you, by then wouldn’t know what to do

And now it happened so often that he was getting particular

And I’m more scared every time – my speed and ventricular

One night he came home and I was asleep in my bed

He climbed on top of me and forced himself between my legs

He told me: “Hey -, I see you like them popsicle sticks so put your mouth on my deck and fucking swallow the spit”

And I was confused but I was scared so I did what he said

I had no the effect it would have on my head

My heart was pumping it was thumping with like tons of my fear

Imagine being seven and seeing cum in your underwear

I know it’s nasty but sometimes I’d even bleed from my butt

Disgusting right? Now let that feeling ring through your guts

I thought of offing myself, I thought of killing these niggas

Wanted to take a fucking brick and push they teeth through they liver

Wanted to smash the fucking world and burn it’s leftover parts

Wanted to rip it out and just fucking step on my heart

Then I grew up and I wasn’t within the reach of these men

But that didn’t keep me out the motherfucking reach of my sin

And psychologically I was just as fucked as they come

I was confused, I had to prove I wasn’t fucked from the jump

I was afraid of myself, I had no love for myself

I tried to kill, I tried to hide, I tried to run from myself

There was a point in my life where I didn’t like who I was

So I’d create the other people I would try to become

Sexuality came into play and with as scared as I was

I was extremely scared of men so I started liking girls

I started starving myself, fucked up my bodily health

I didn’t wanna be attracted to nobody else

I didn’t want the appeal, wanted to stunt my own growth

But there’s a fucking reason behind every scar that I show

I never got to be a kid so that’s as far as I grow

My mental state is out of date, and that’s as far as I know

My biggest problem was fear, and what being fearful could do

It made me run, it made me hide it made me scared of the truth

I’m not deranged anymore, I’m not the same anymore

I mean I’m sane but I’m insane but not the same as before

I had to deal with my shit, I had to look at my truth

To understand that to grow you’ve got to look at your root

I had to cut off the dead, I had to make myself proud

And now I’m just standing living breathing proof look at me now

I made it through everything, I made you look like a clown

I’m fucking great can’t fucking hate you nigga look at me now

Now I’m just saying this to tell you there’s a way from the ground

Just be strong and just move on and just accept what I can

Because it makes your story better when you read at the end

[Outro:]

Yeah, there’s a story behind every single scar that I show

I made it out, this a me nobody’s gotten before

I had to open my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it

Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet

I said I opened my wounds, I had to bleed til I stopped it

Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet

Angel Haze Altered Ego

I’ve seen meadows become mountains of pride within me;

Witnessed the light within the darkness inside befriend the helpless soul that I’ve become

And even in my weakest phases

My darkest days are often brighter than the lightest rays you could feel me burnin’ through the shade

But, I’m convinced that I ain’t changed

My close friends say if you press rewind and look at Haze the person that I am now is not the same

I tell them when seasons change everything else has to fall in line, become aligned

I feel like I’ve lost my spine, I thought that conquering the minds of this troubled youth would get me through

But it seems as though I’ve forgotten me to get to you

When all you needed was the truth

There’s often great trouble in contemplation

That tendency turns fascination into a permanence

One I hadn’t been sure I was prepared for

But you never know what you’re prepared for until you’re standing within that time

And the only thoughts within your mind are “I wanna win. I don’t ever wanna have to worry about making it here again, so I gotta be just like them.”

Creating subcategories;

I don’t fit within the persona that fits with them

I’ve become you

True in a sense, but, I lie all the more

And confidence is the key that unlocks every door

That way you’d never know I felt this; You’d never know I feel it

With my Spider-Man senses I can hang upon the ceiling and hold my head in shame

Look from whence I’ve came

My eyes are brightening the cave within the dark slow lives behind

There is emptiness where my fears reside

I am a queen and a Pharaoh

I am the villain and the hero

I am death and I am life

I am lows as well as highs

I am truths within the lies

I am a heroin and a zero

I am too, altered ego

Welcome

Angel Haze Make It Raee’n

Haze

Aye, look

This is for them girls that like them other girls back

I just want the head ho; yeah, like where yo’ curls at?

I’m confident as fuck, don’t explain myself to anyone

Got a sweet tooth and I’m lookin’ at yo’ Cinnabon

Okay, let’s get this shit started, hold up, let me pause that

You say we can fuck but you ain’t gay; well okay, what you call that?

Ain’t gotta worry; bout your man ho, this one time and ain’t no callback

’90s Nickelodeon; told that bitch I’m All That

You ain’t too bad either baby, lookin’ like a centerfold

Now she on my tip, she on my clit, she on my genitals

Lookin’ for that bread doe, Red Lobster dinner roll

Made her cum, maximum; head game, pinnacle

Showed her ass a method to makin’ that pussy cum quick

I ran my tongue across it like get hit by a drumstick

Okay, that’s enough; I’m a beast and your in a wild zone

Did it once, now she hung up on it like a dial tone

I be on some other shit, I’m just givin’ y’all a peek

You could catch me at the club lookin’ for a Super Freak

I’m a make it raee’n, bitch

Not money or no change, bitch

Pipe broke, plumber called; I’m a be your Dranex

So tell me how you want it bae, tell me all you want is Haze

Give this face, then get erased, then get yo’ ass up out my place

And this is not a joke, I don; t play no fuckin’ games

Guaranteed next day I won’t remember your fuckin’ name

I ain’t even finished yet

Yup, I saved the best for last

Like my snakes visible, guess that means that yo’ ass is glass

Cut, uh

Go on make it raee’n, aye

Make it rain, bitch; I’m a make it raee’n, aye

Go on shake that, g-g-go on shake that ass, hey

Go on shake that, g-g-g-go on shake that

Aye, aye

Haze, Haze

Look, look

This is for them girls that like them other girls back

I’ll cum for anybody

Shit…

Make it raee’n, bitch

Make it raee’n, bitch

And that’s R-A-E-E apostrophe N

Raee’n Rose, bitch

Haze, let’s go

Angel Haze Deep Sea Diver

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

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Rage colored lilies

Brave covered in pity

Lights smother this city

I pray He doesn’t forget me

I pray He doesn’t forget me that lonely night in November

When we fell into the hands of the coldest day in December

Then became the product of the trust that we had lost and found

Got you deep in the emotion just to watch you drown

And I had never left the land’s sand

Cause I was busy building castles for a dead man

Shouldn’t have taken my eyes of you

I shouldn’t have straddled the lines crossed too

And now I’ve been searching but can’t find you

Hence me being lost since you’re the one I’m entwined to

So, is love the picture that we’ve tainted now?

No, am I still with you when I ain’t around?

Am I the subject you tip-toe or walk around?

And if this love is on the ledge I’m trying to talk it down

(Bring me your love)

We were deap sea divers

(Bring me your love)

On another mans’ planet

(I need your love)

And I fell for you hard babe

(Bring me your love)

But I never quite landed

(Bring me your love)

Now I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

Still can’t forget you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I can’t be with you

So, instead of sailing I live like a human parachute

The more I’m falling the further I am compared to you

It’s like I’m stuck in the air, while you’re pale and blue

Chasing clouds and hoping they lead a trail to you

See, we were deep sea divers

And I was focused on survival

And death does you part when you’re focused on its rival

Defibrillator love, I’m just focused on revival

You could, you could put your hands in mine

And we’ll walk through the sands in the sand of time

Until we paint the end of this love scene

Until I’m laid to rest in your blood stream

Until I hear the strings of your heart playing

Until I hear the things you are not saying

Until I find out what it really means

And hopefully it’s everything it really seems

(Bring me your love)

We were deap sea divers

(Bring me your love)

On another mans’ planet

(I need your love)

And I fell for you hard babe

(Bring me your love)

But I never quite landed

(Bring me your love)

Now I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

Still can’t forget you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

Breaking me open again

Oh darling, chasing what’s gone with the wind

Oh no, I can’t be with you

Oh no no, I can’t be with you

I can’t be with you

Oh no no, I can’t be with you

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

La la la la, la la la

(Bring me your love)

We were deap sea divers

(Bring me your love)

On another mans’ planet

(I need your love)

And I fell for you hard babe

(Bring me your love)

But I never quite landed

(Bring me your love)

Now I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

Still can’t forget you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

We were deap sea divers

(Bring me your love)

On another mans’ planet

(I need your love)

And I fell for you hard babe

(Bring me your love)

But I never quite landed

(Bring me your love)

Now I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

And I can’t be with you

(Bring me your love)

Still can’t forget you

(I need your love)

And I scream for your name and I call for you babe but I can’t be with you

(La la la la)

And I can’t be with you

(I need your love)

And I can’t be with you

Angel Haze Cleaning Out My Closet

When I was 10, shit, I believed I could fly

I would just flap my fucking arms and meet with the sky

And in my mind I would invision I was speaking with God

And then I chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine

But this is just a fucking portion of the war with my mind

So I’m a take you fuckers back into the vortex of time

When I was 7 invision me at the bottom of stairs

And I silently swear that this is the truth no falacy here

See I was young man… I was just a toddler a kid

And he wasn’t the first to successfully try what he did

He took me to the basement and after the lights would be cut

He whipped it out in sight of my eyes and forced his cock through my gut

See it was weird because I felt that I was losing my mind

And then it happened like it happened like milions of times

And I would swear that I would tell but then they’d think I was lying

And now the power that he held was like a beacon in mine

So now I got used to it, I put up with the shit

And now my hate was so Vocanicly eruptive and shit

But this is nothing ’cause I guess he told his friend what he do

And they ate it up shit I was like a buffet for 2

And then it happened then at home where everybody fucking knew

And they ain’t do shit but fucking blame it on youth

I’m sorry mom but I really used to blame it on you

But even you by then wouldn’t know what to do

And now it happened so often that he was getting particular

And I more scared every time I worked in my speed and ventricular

One night he came home and I was asleep in my bed

He climbed on top of me and forced himself between my legs

He told me

“Hey ray, I see you like them popsicle sticks

So put your mouth on my dick and suck and swallow the spit”

And I was confused but I was scared so I did what he said

I had no idea the affect it would have on my head

My heart was pumping it was stumping with like tons of my fear

Imagine being 7 seeing cum in yo underwear

I know it’s nasty but sometimes I’d even bleed from my butt

Disgusting right, now let that feeling ring through your guts

I thought of offing myself I thought of killing these niggas

Wanted to take a fucking brick and push their teeth through their liver

Wanted to smash like the fucking world and burn it’s leftover part

Wanted to rip it out and just fucking step on my heart

Then I grew up and I wasn’t within a reach of these men

But that didn’t keep out of motherfucking reach of my sin

And psychologically I was just as fucked as they come

I was confused I had to prove I wasn’t fucked from the jump

I was afraid of myself I had no love for myself

I tried to kill I tried to hide I tried to run from myself

There was a point in my life where I didn’t like who I was

So I create the other people I would try to become

Sexuality came into play and with as scarred as I was

I was extremely scared of men so I start liking girls

I started starving myself fucked up my bodily health

I didn’t want to be attractive to nobody else

I didn’t want the appeal wanted to stop my own growth

But there’s a fucking reason behind every scar that I show

I never got to be a kid so that’s as far as I grow

My mental state is out of date and that’s how far as I know

My biggest problem was fear what being fearful could do

It made me run it made me hide it made me scared of the truth

I’m not deranged anymore I’m not the same anymore

I mean I’m sane but I’m insane but not the same as before

I had to deal with my shit I had to look at my truth

To understand that to grow you gotta look at your root

I had to cut off the dead I had to make myself proud

And I’m just standing breathing living proof look at me now

I made it through everything I made you look like a clown

I’m fucking great k fucking hate you nigga look at me now

And I’m just saying this to tell you there’s a way from the ground

The makings of a legend is often hiden in thorns

So just move on and just be strong and just accept what you can

Because it makes your story better when you read it, the end

That’s the story of every scar that I show

I made it out this a mean nobody’s goten before

I had to open my wounds I had to bleed till I stop

Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet

I said I opened my wounds I had to bleed till I stop

Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet

Angel Haze Battle Cry

[Sia:]

Money cannot buy

All the love that’s here tonight

All the love that’s here tonight

It’s just you and I

So lift your hands toward the sky

Lift your hands toward the sky

[Angel Haze:]

It seems like yesterday that I was nothin’

Then all of a sudden I’m a volcanic eruption

Then all of a sudden it’s like spontaneous combustion

And I’m all up in your face yellin’, “Bitch, you can tell me nothin’!”

‘Cause I came from the bottom, now everybody’s watchin’

I said it was my time, now I’m who everybody’s clockin’

And I’m just out here sprintin’, I’m runnin’ right through my vision

I’m trying to outrun my past, but still trying to defeat my limits

‘Cause you only get one moment in this life to be great

And you give it your all despite what it takes

And you never let ’em kill you, you take everything they give you

And throw it right fuckin’ at ’em and tell ’em it doesn’t build you

And no it don’t ever break you, and no it can’t overtake you

Life’s like a bed of roses, you take the thorns and you make do

Sometimes you have to hurt for the ’cause to be reached

But one day you’ll be stronger than all that you beat

And you can say

[Sia:]

Money cannot buy

All the love that’s here tonight

All the love that’s here tonight

It’s just you and I

So lift your hands toward the sky

Lift your hands toward the sky

[Angel Haze:]

I woke up one Sunday morning, stopped believing in Jesus

Stopped believing in churches, I stopped believing in preachers

I realized I was a teacher, not just one of the heathens

I’m born to destroy the fallacies, start creating believers

Start creating the leaders, tell ’em who they should follow

Nobody but themselves, especially if they hollow

Especially when they’re empty, and death reserved for fulfillment

You’re the only person alive who holds the key to your healin’

So you take it and you run with it

And keep going even when your sun’s hidden

Because the time we spend in darkness when the rain come

Is where we often find the light soon as the pain’s done

There ain’t material things in the world

That can change the fact that you feel alone

Despite the fact that it gets hard

You take it all and you still go

Take the sun and you still grow

Lose the light and you still glow

I been there, I’m still here and I know how you feel, so

[Sia:]

Money cannot buy

All the love that’s here tonight

All the love that’s here tonight

It’s just you and I

So lift your hands toward the sky

Lift your hands toward the sky

[Bridge:]

We don’t wanna fight

So sing with me our battle cry

Sing with me our battle cry

Money cannot buy

All the love that’s here tonight

All the love that’s here tonight

[Angel Haze:]

It’s hard to explain my way of living to people who never lived it

A minute in my position filled with my opposition

To anybody not different fighting to stay the same

I got lives in my hands and I’m fighting to make ’em change

Can’t accept responsibility, find somebody to blame

The emotions that I’m harboring ’bout to drive me insane

Tried to say, “Fuck everything,” but I ain’t have a heart to

Rarely had a heart to do a lot of things I ought to

So now I spit it for people who say their cords missing

Inspire life into anybody that’s forfeiting

‘Cause it’s easy to keep pretending that there’s nothing wrong

But it’s harder to keep your head up and be fucking strong

So, now they’re telling me, “Go, Haze, they can’t stop you

Heavyweight flow, if they can’t lift you then they can’t drop you

The pinnacle, if they can’t reach you then they can’t top you

Man, they can’t do anything that you’re about to.”

[Sia:]

Money cannot buy

All the love that’s here tonight

All the love that’s here tonight

It’s just you and I

So lift your hands toward the sky

Lift your hands toward the sky

We don’t wanna fight

So sing with me our battle cry

Sing with me our battle cry

Money cannot buy

All the love that’s here tonight

All the love that’s here tonight

Angel Haze Resurrection

2014, the year I died

Now I’m resurrected like Jesus Christ

I mean, y’all can tell by the shit I drive

When the doors go “Ah” like frequent flights

I mean, look inside my crib, look inside my whip

Big old body men and I can’t drive for shit

If I phone home is a spaceship

Nigga, in my budget was a motherfuckin’ facelift, nigga what

Anyway, fuck what you heard and shit

I’m from 7 mile, I make urban shit

And my homies all fuck suburban chicks

But I just keepin’ player with my urban bitch

I’m yellin’ “D-day, d-day, d-day, d-day, d-day”

You a broke bitch, I don’t relay, relay

Before I even show up they gotta prepay, prepay

May in time runnin’ out, bit relay, relay, relay

I just bought an island wildin’ crib

So big they doubled up the brokerage fee

Bitches see me park and go wild and be screamin’ “Hey Professor Oglevee”

Exes, flexin’, sexin’, textin’

I don’t really care, I caught me a colder piece

I just let my shit get so strong, can’t nobody here hold me?

Yeah, resurrection, woo

Damn, my perfection

I just doubled down and make them niggas learn their lesson

I was like “Yeah, resurrection”, woohoo

2016, the year I rise

Like the Phoenix, yeah man, my shit on fire

Copt the new McClan just to sit outside

And if you disrespect me yea the clit gonna ride

Wait, please dont front all my shit lke that

Woah bitch don’t touch, hold my shit like that

Lost all my soul just to get that plaque

And it’s been way too long for me to get that back

Wait, not that I say I regret it

We only fuck if you match my aesthetic

Wait, I think they all just rejecting

Hate what you not and that shit is pathetic

Wait, I just do what my perspective

And I guess they got some power to it

I just moved out of direction

Then I drove like 30 hours to it

I just bought an island wildin’ crib

So big they doubled up the brokerage fee

Bitches see me park or go wild and be screamin’

Exes, flexin’, sexin’, textin’

I don’t really care, I caught me a colder piece

I just let my shit get so strong, can’t nobody here hold me?

Yeah, resurrection, woo

Damn, my perfection

I just doubled down and make them niggas learn their lesson

I was like “Yeah, resurrection”, woohoohoo

No one, no one, no one can save you now

You die upon the devil, raise you now

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

Resurrection

No one, no one, no one could save me now

I die upon the devil, raise me now

And call me nothing new