Ayria Girl On The Floor

Mirror, mirror on the wall

I’m just someone with no self-control

You don’t know the real me

But you get a glimpse

So you paint a picture

So vivid, but just so wrong

This little girl is broken this time

Broken

I’ve seen things no one should ever have to see

I paint a smile to tell the world I’m doing fine

While everything I’ve known flies out the window

I just want to leave this situation

I don’t want to reach this destination

Can’t you see I’ve lost the motivation

I want to leave this situation

Mirror, mirror on the wall

You see a girl with no self-control

You ask what I want

It’s complicated

The truth is I don’t know

I guess it’s not enough to be there sometimes

Sometimes

But I’ve been dealt a hand no one should ever have to play

I guess I’ve really messed up this time

Messed up this time

But I’m too tired to fake the strength behind this lie

I just want to leave this situation

I don’t want to reach this destination

Can’t you see I’ve lost the motivation

I want to leave this situation

And now I sit here

All alone and bored

My head is filled with advice I once ignored

That all you get from this moment

Is all you gave to your past

And all you get from this moment

Is what you gave to your past

I’m turning to the next thing

And I laugh just for this moment

I’m crying on the bathroom floor

Because nothing is the same

I’m turning to the next one

Then we’re laughing for the moment

I’m crying on the bathroom floor

I cannot regain strength

I just want to leave this situation

I don’t want to reach this destination

Can’t you see I’ve lost the motivation

I want to leave this situation

I just want to leave this situation

I don’t want to reach this destination

Can’t you see I’ve lost the motivation

I want to leave this situation

And now I sit here

All alone and bored

My head is filled with advice I once ignored

That all you get from this moment

Is all you gave to your past

And all you get from this moment

Is what you gave to your past

Ayria Beta Complex

I’ve wasted time

I’ve wasted this mind

A superficial life

With apathy

I know we have not won

I know this all because

When we have everything

It will not change a thing

Just leave me alone today

Because all I do causes so much pain

Know no one part hello

The depthless friends that go

If I don’t feel something

I’m going to burst

I tied you to myself

I thought that that would help

I tried to pull you in

I let the rope break

Just leave me alone today

Because all I do causes so much pain

I feel bad today

I don’t really know what to say

I don’t want to feel bad today

But I guess it’s always the way

I don’t want you and there’s nothing I can do

Ayria Infiltrating My Way Through The System

Someone told me you should never trust a desperate man

Keep your head straight with your eyes on the final prize

Don’t lose the focus now

Fighting forward

There will always be the ones who question everything

I’ve always noticed

There’s nothing bigger than all of the little things

It’s what I’m waiting for

I’ve never wanted more

There’s no telling just what we could do

Just have to get through this

I don’t know what they want me to see

I just know that they don’t see me

I’m concealed, silent threat too

I’m infiltrating through

I’m pushing through all sides

I’ve swallowed my pride

Just to be the one

Unchanged by the tides

With my final breath

I’ll open my eyes

Made my way through a system that’s left me to die

Crawling under, undetected by the ones who protect everything

A search for power but if you want to be like them you’ll have to emulate

Finding a way through to the core and the center of everything

Imperfect system

I don’t know what I strive to be in this pointless place

But I am waiting for something that gives me more

Infiltrating through the system

Not enough just to survive

Walking on the edge of nothing

Getting burned to feel alive

Ayria Sapphire

When I was a little girl

I never dreamt of terror

Is this all now that we are?

Connections have gone so wrong

I never meant to hurt myself

But I don’t feel too nice today

And when you got in my way

I never meant to beat you

But now the damage is all done

Here comes the future

And it’s not looking so bright

All the defenses I put up

I never thought I’d need them

But I’m disoriented

I can not find my way out

I’m stranded in my virtual world

Here comes the future

And it’s not looking so bright

When I was a little girl

I never dreamt of terror

Is this all now that we are?

Connections have gone so wrong

All the hope is gone

You were right

All I ever wanted was the light

I never was myself all night

I put up my defense

I was right

I didn’t know

I feel a stirring in you

Ayria My Poison

You’re my drug

Twisted lust

I can’t get up

I don’t feel sober

Burning skin to the touch

Leave the shame to your subconscious

And the kiss from your mouth

Left a taste that pushed me over

I think we’re crazy in lust

I think I’m crazy in love with you

We ought to stop this

Now, now, now is when I want it

Talk’s useless and overrated

Now we have to try to stop this all from happening

It gets inside my head

It picks apart my rules

It’s a game

One that I love to lose

And it stings

And there’s fear

And it grips me all over

I feel pain, but I’d die

If I can’t have this moment

I think we’re crazy in lust

I think I’m crazy in love with you

We ought to stop this

Now, now, now is when I want it

Talk’s useless and overrated

Now we have to try to stop this all from happening

Now, now, now is when I want it

Talk’s useless and overrated

Now we have to try to stop this all

And you’re my poison

Take it all

Take my pride

I want you now

You’re my poison

Now

Ayria Hearts For Bullets

Spit it out it, tastes unfamiliar

Bite your tongue before she shuts you up

What can you do now when she wants you

Wants you to fall down

She’ll do the same again

No more girl next door

Actions with no remorse

Burned up and marked for death

She’s watching you as you hold your breath

Blink and blink again

Petty hearts are no one’s friend

True sin lies within her

She used her heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

She can’t love you

Just wants a reaction

But don’t give in

Deny satisfaction

There’s no love in her

She just used her heart for a bullet

Want to forget

But you just can’t help it

Unfazed, grip’s tight

She’ll make you break

What other side effects

When another heart

It starts to defect

With no warranty

I think we’ve met the enemy

Conquest is on her mind today

She can’t help it

No more girl next door

Actions with no remorse

Burned up and marked for death

She’s watching you as you hold your breath

Blink, blink again

Petty hearts are no one’s friend

True sin lies within her

She used her heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

She can’t love you

Just wants a reaction

But don’t give in

Deny satisfaction

There’s no love in her

She just used her heart for a bullet

She used her

She used her heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

Heart for a bullet

She can’t love you

Just wants a reaction

But don’t give in

Deny satisfaction

There’s no love in her

She just used her heart for a bullet

Ayria Flicker

I know you’re suffering

I’d like to change your fate

But I sense a lack of trust in me

I’ll give you everything

I give the weak man strength

Eliminate what makes you weak

Do you want to know where the wind blows?

Do you feel the same when the winds change?

Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?

The story of your life

Never get it right

Sleepless through the night

I will be there

Spending all your time

Defending what is right

While afraid to take a side

I won’t be there

Here we are again

Thought you knew everything

If you could only see the world through me

I take the rich man’s greed

Then knock him down to me

To fill his eyes with what he is

Would you want to know where the wind blows?

Do you feel the same when the winds change?

Do you want to know where the wind blows, today?

The story of your life

Never get it right

Sleepless through the night

I will be there

The weakest of your kind

You’re crippled and so blind

Flickering, then dying

I am not there

Never know

Where you are

Where to go

How far

Never know (never know)

Where you are (where you are)

Flickering (flickering)

Like a star

I never thought you’d do the things you said you would

You always wanted more than this small life could give

Immortalized you

God-sized you

Live forever

Now you’ve achieved it all

And no one wants to compare

Never know (never know)

Where you are (where you are)

Immortalized and God-sized

Never know (never know)

Where you are (where you are)

Flickering (flickering)

Like a star

Ayria Counterblow

I feel it

The guilt now washes over me

Resides in my consciousness

It’s complicating me

All that you had to say was “Never get too close to me”

I might have thought my actions through

My rash decisions will prove

Now it’s all too late

Below the surface

Is where this hurt lives

I cannot mend

I just divide inside

It’s mine

I’d like to think that I could damage you from within

But I gave up and it’s obvious some things go way past sin

Caught in the undertow

A victim of a counterblow

And now I’m left with these shattered nerves and emptiness that I deserve

Now it’s all too late

Below the surface

Is where this hurt lives

I cannot mend

I just divide inside

It’s mine

Wishing I could move time

Just get out

Now I must live without

Can’t seem to fix what I’ve broken down

Worn out an now I just don’t care

Stripped down the girl I must repair

You made me do thing that I didn’t like

Unfair

Now you forget what I tasted like

And you pretend out of spite

Did you forget the depths of my eyes?

As you stared and said you wouldn’t compromise

Trying to take what you wanted most

You didn’t even come close

Now I will stand here in control

And never fall again

Ayria 1000 Transmissions

Just when I think it’s getting better

I relapse back to this place

Where the scenery has changed

Now it’s terrifying

How can I go back

When it’s much too late

Piece by piece

Bit by bit

My heart aches

And I feel sick

Things you say and things you can’t

Things you threw away and things you want back

The fact that I’ve lost you

Erases all my sanity

Seriously, how could anyone carry on like this

I’ll never look at things the same because of you

And I’ll never get that moment back I shared with you

It only hurts when I remember

I know you’re trying to make it better

Bit by bit

My heart breaks

Your voice repeats and I can’t take it anymore

Don’t compromise

Save yourself

I’ll always be here

Don’t say goodbye

I’m not through with you

Don’t compromise

Don’t say goodbye

I tried and tried

My head is full of memories

And sleepless nights

An endless cycle

I tried and tried

These thoughts just drag me down

It only hurts when I remember

I know you’re trying to make it better

I cannot steer this ship without you

There’s no light guiding me to shore

I’m just left drowning in these nightmares

Where will I go, I don’t know

Let it go

Can’t let you go

Let it go

It only hurts when I remember

I know you’re trying to make it better

It only hurts when I remember

I know you’re trying to make it better

Ayria The Radio

The radio keeps playing our old song again

To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end

I knew this was coming, I thought I could change this

I knew you weren’t coming, but that’s what insincerity brings me

The visions of you, the visions of you

I have to tell you, I think that I’ve been haunted

I want to find you, because I think it’s you who haunts me

I never trusted that you were fully complete

but now we’re even, because I don’t think you trust me

I’ve felt that something wasn’t right

you never let me in your life

I know that something isn’t right today

because you still haunt me

but I know, but I know…

because you still haunt me

well I know, well I know, well I know

I have to tell you, I think that I’ve been haunted

I want to find you, because I think it’s you who haunts me

I never trusted that you were fully complete

But now we’re even

The radio keeps playing our old song again

To remind me of times when I thought that the days would never end

I knew you would go, because things just haven’t been the same since that day

Was it because of what I said?

I knew this was coming, thought I’d have power to delay, certain change

That’s what insincerity brings me

The visions of you, the visions of you

I have to tell you, I think that I’ve been haunted

I want to find you, because I think it’s you who haunts me

but I know, well I know…

Because you still haunt me