Badflower Murder Games

How can we live with each other

How can we face one another

Heavy is the sound of the slaughter

So save another bite for your daughter

You murder

Games

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

How can we lie to each other

When are we gonna question the matter

That everyone we love has cancer

But nobody can swallow the answer

You murder

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

Why father, why father

Why bother? Why murder?

Why father, why father

Why bother? Why murder

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

How can we live with each other

How can we torture mother

Are we just gonna feast while they suffer

And we don’t have to sanction the slaughter

Over and over, one after another

Why father, why father

Why bother? Why murder?

Why father, why father

Why bother? Why murder

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

[Spoken:]

They must look at us like we are devils

We cut things off their bodies

We cut the beaks off of hens

We cut testicles out of baby pigs

We cut them up into pieces

What humans do to animals is completely evil

Why father, why father

Why bother? Why murder?

Why father, why father

Why bother? Why murder

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

(Murder games, murder games)

Badflower Cry

Lipstick paperweight

So your paperback spine won’t blow away

Too brittle to stand your body straight

And fight the wind

Skin like a cloudy day

Eyes puffy like bucket bags on your face

That shelter your pain like a hiding place

And shake your chin

And it falls

Like rain

And when it falls

You won’t feel the same

You won’t feel the pain

Heavy lungs let you breathe

In and out, like a part lucid dream

Blurry lines decorate all you see

Through a foggy lens

Lump throat, gotta go

You gotta find peace in this broken home

Salivate gums, and a runny nose

The body tense and cold

And it falls

Like rain

And when it falls

You won’t feel the same

You won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

Ooh, you won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

And it falls

Like rain

And when it falls

You won’t feel a thing

You won’t feel a- AHH!

You won’t feel a thing

You won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

You won’t feel the pain

Badflower Animal

You animal, you ungrateful

You cannibal, eat my soul

Impossible way to love you

Incredible love I show

Unstoppable situation decided by my control

Illusion, you feed me fiction

I’m still begging you, please don’t go

Like anti-freeze, kill me sweetly

You chemical break me down

My albatross, always with me

You, my cynical siren song

You animal got your prey now

You’re ravenous, time to feed

Keep using your words to cut me

I’m your masochist, make me bleed

Claw at my walls, I’ll come when you cry

Oh, no now, you’re never gonna love me

You’re licking your chops and you howl with your eyes

Oh no, now you’re just like an animal

I love you

I need you

I want to

My animal on your leash now

Teeth tearing my skin apart

The thing that you give becomes me

Break my, ay ay, ay heart

Chimera you show no mercy

So savage you’re breathing fire

You vicious, enchanting monster

Feel my veins with cool desire

Claw at my walls, I’ll come when you cry

Oh, no now, you’re never gonna love me

You’re licking your chops and you howl with your eyes

Oh no, now you’re just like an animal

There’s blood on your tongue when you kiss me goodbye

Oh no, now you’re just like an animal

I love you

I need you

I want to

No, no, no

You’re never gonna love me

You’re licking your chops and you howl with your eyes

Oh no, now you’re just like an animal

There’s blood on your tongue when you kiss me goodbye

Oh no, now you’re just like an animal

I love you

I need you

I want to

Stop

Badflower x ANA x

I can’t feel my toes or my fingertips

My chest is pounding so fast I can’t keep up with it

I’m losing it, fuck, and I just wanna quit

And I’m clenching my face, and I’m touching my dick

I need a fix ANA fix and I’m sick of this

Showing people my tricks and my ticks

Ana judging me

Judging my fucking sex ANA x ANA x

And I’m faking just to stay in my body

I’m nervous, I can’t fucking stand it

Well if that’s what they’re giving me

The pills are my necessity now

You won’t fix my attitude

Cause ANA does it better than you

(ANA does it better)

ANA, you saved my soul

Can you let me have my heart for a minute?

Yea-hah

(I need you)

Ok I’m sick

Not the kinda sick that lands you in the doctor

Not the kind that makes you weak and then heals you stronger

It’s the kinda sick that turns your legs into spaghetti

The kinda sick that makes your blood burn and your bones heavy

The kinda sick that makes an atheist pray for Jesus

The kinda sickness that turns your power into weakness

And I’m sick of being sick for this whole fucking place to witness

And I’m living a sick life that most people call privileged

And they’re kinda right, but I’m still sicker than I can cope with

ANA, you saved my soul

Can you let me have my heart for a minute?

I suffer for a living

There has to be a limit

You know I love you so

But that’s what I’ve been given

ANA (want you to save my soul)

ANA (want you to make me slow down)

ANA (want you to save my soul)

ANA (want you to make me slow down)

It’s showtime, I have a lump in my throat

And I forgot how to breathe, I only know how to choke

And all these people are waiting to see the kid with the rage

But I’m afraid he might collapse before he gets to the stage

I need x ANA x, help me bury my thoughts

And all the pressure I suffer to be someone that I’m not

[*phone rings*]

I’m shaking a lot

(Hey, don’t fuck up tonight, it’s your only shot)

Ready or ready or ready or ready or not

It’s a party

You know I love you so (two pills, coming up, let’s go)

ANA, you saved my soul (don’t make me lose control)

ANA (two pills, coming up, let’s go)

ANA (don’t make me lose control)

You know I love you so (two pills, coming up, let’s go)

ANA, you saved my soul (don’t make me lose control)

ANA (two pills, coming up, let’s go)

ANA (don’t make me lose control)

Okay the song is over now, but I’m not ready to go

See, this is the shit that happens when I stay awake for days at home

Hey, wanna see what happens when I mix xanax, blow and a MacBook Pro?

Don’t make me lose control

ANA (white pills, coming up, let’s go)

ANA (too late to save my soul)

ANA (chew it up, chew it up, let’s go)

ANA (coming up, coming up, let’s go)

ANA, you saved my soul (my soul)

Suffer for a living, has to be a limit

You know I love you so (you so)

My anxiety traps me like a prison

Well, if that’s what they’re giving me

The drugs are my necessity

(I can’t live without you)

You won’t fix my attitude

ANA does it better

ANA, you make me slow down

(Joey’s gonna hate this)

ANA does it better

ANA does it better

ANA does it better

Don’t make me lose control

ANA

Badflower 24

I’m a loser, no question

I lost myself and my girl today

Am I aging, or am I dying?

At 24 years, I had the world to save

And I was so wonderful that way

So let me go

So let me die

Cause I’m too afraid to be alive

I’m giving up

On everything

I miss you all, I always will

I’m a junkie, I’m a monkey

I’m a panicked freak, and I’m over it

My complexion, my reflection

At 24 years, I had the heart to play

And I was so wonderful that way

So let me go

So let me die

Cause I’m too afraid to be alive

I’m giving up

On everything

I miss you all, I always will

Breathe

I was so wonderful

I was so wonderful

I was so wonderful

I’m letting go

I’m so ashamed

That I’m giving up on who I am

So watch me die

With my past

And wonder why it couldn’t last

Badflower Wide Eyes

My love was only temporary

I aged, but kept the memory

And still, it makes me shiver cold

There’s no place to hide the past we bury

So like the virgin Mary

She lied to save the family

Oh, my innocence was taken

I’ll never be that boy again

I guess I’m only speculating

But there’s no use in hearing the truth from a liar

True was the bride at the turn of our time

Holding my, holding my

Holding my life in your body

I bottled up pieces of the lie, of the lie

Who am I, who am I

To ever love you with wide eyes

I am the dust behind the window

The darkness in the shadow

The stain under the pillow, son

And I’ll be the perfect silent witness

I stink from all the bullshit

So feed me and I’ll hold my tongue

My innocence was taken

I’ll never be that boy again

I guess I’m only speculating

But there’s no use in hearing the truth from a liar

Rage!

I’m the bad guy, I’m the bad guy

I’m the cynical kid, I’m the rage

I’m the big lie

I’m the goddamn shame of the goddamn pride

Rage!

I’m the bad guy, I’m the nice try

I’m the typical bitch with the rage

On my face

I’m the goddamn beast of the goddamn pride

True was the bride at the turn of our time

Holding my, holding my

Holding my life in your body

I bottled up pieces of the lie, of the lie

Who am I, who am I

To ever love you with wide eyes

True was the bride at the turn of our time

Holding my, holding my

Holding my life in your body

I bottled up pieces of the lie, of the lie

Who am I, who am I

To ever love you with wide eyes

True was the bride at the turn of our time

Holding my, holding my

Holding my life in your body

I bottled up pieces of the lie, of the lie

Who am I, who am I

To ever love you

Love you

Love you

Love you!

Badflower Let The Band Play

I heard she’s been giving herself to a man that she doesn’t know

And his chest like a bullet proof vest on heart never let it show

She asked the man as she reached for his hand

Why he liked living so alone?

He put his finger to his lips like this

And he turned up the radio

And let the band play!

Oh, he let the band play

She was a dime in a dozen heads flipping off the boys who were chasing tail

Like some neighbor, some so nice to meet ya

He could swallow her like a pill

She couldn’t think too pretty in pink

So he locked her up in a jail

She learned quick no acting like this

How’d you get like this

Why’d she listen what the man say

Oh, and let the band play

So let him drive you wild, pour a little bit more

Oh… and let the band play

And let the band play

And now she’s torn apart

With his liquor and a broken heart

Now she’s torn apart

She should’ve listen what the man say

And let the band play

Oh and let the let the let the

So let him drive you wild

Pour a little bit more

Just let him drive you wild

Pour a little bit more

And get the money get the money

(Oh you lazy, no good, deadbeat, lying, awful piece of vile fucking scum, you fucking downright piece of shit, I’ll spit on your grave, I’ll make you suffer, I’ll massacre you, you fucking bastard, vile piece of shit, I’m coming for you, you hear me?! I’m coming for you! I’m coming for you! Aah…)

And let the band play…

Badflower We’re In Love

My mind, when you told me

“I’m not what they call she

I am more like you”

Ooh…

Dismay, when I found out

What you mean to me

There’s nothing to fear

It’s perfectly queer

I am if you say so

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We were in love…

Lights out!

Enraged, when you showed me

That truth you kept concealed

From me

Mmm, I’m intrigued…

I know who you are

And I don’t care at all

So turn out the lights, oh, oh

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We were in love

The lights out, so fucking emasculate me!

I know what I want, so let them isolate me

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We were in love

I know what I am, woman or man

We were in…

Lights out!

With lights out

Love is love is love

With lights out

Love is love is love

With lights out

Love is love is love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love, we’re in love

We were in love

The lights out, so fucking emasculate me!

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love

We were in love

The lights out, so fuck away the fake me

I know what I want

We’re in love, we’re in love

We’re in love

We were in love

We were in love

In love, in luh-uh-uh-uh-uh-!

Badflower Ghost

I tried it once before but I didn’t get too far

I felt a lot of pain but it didn’t stop my heart

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck

But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before and I think I might a messed up

I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn’t bleed enough

But maybe I’m alive because I didn’t really wanna die

But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won’t end the pain

And I’ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut

I thought about my friends and the way I didn’t give enough

And I should a told my mother ‘mom, I love you’ like a good son

But this life is overwhelming and I’m ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won’t end the pain

And I’ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

I tried it once again and I think I might black out

I should a left a letter but I had nothing to write about

My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up

The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won’t end the pain

And I’ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it once again and I think I went too far

The man that I was meant to be

I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart

The man that I was meant to be

I couldn’t tell my mother that I love her, I’m a bad son

This life is overwhelming and I’m ready for the next one

Badflower Daddy

Sweet little girl, with nothing to say

She hides in the smile she wears on her face

The secrets of her, the family keeps

The secrets of him that blacken the sheep

She shakes at the sound of jingling keys

The man that she loves, the violent disease

‘Cause when he’s around, there’s nothing to hide

She makes no sound as she swallows her pride

Daddy only comes when he’s ready for more

She waits on the floor

She watches the door

And daddy only comes when he’s begging for more

And just like before

He opens the door

Weigh your heart against my eyes

(Are you sober now, is it over?)

Weigh your heart against my eyes

(She’ll be so let down when she’s older)

Play her father when she cries

(Now she’s so messed up, and she says-)

All I want is

Now he returns, like every time

With rum on his breath, and her on his mind

There’s no one around to witness the crime

A scream won’t sound past the property line

The man that she loves, the wicked offense

She takes the attention, suppresses the rest

Emotion and pain, it can’t be disguised

The smaller she feels, the bigger she cries

And daddy gives it all ’cause he loves you the most

He’s stretching your clothes

You’re clenching your toes

He says he gives it all ’cause he loves you the most

He’s holding you close

His hands on your throat

Weigh your heart against my eyes

(Are you sober now, is it over?)

Weigh your heart against my eyes

(She’ll be so let down when she’s older)

Play her father when she cries

(Now she’s so messed up, and she says-)

All I want is you

All I want is

Now she’s of age, and he’s on his last

But nothing can heal the scars of her past

She feels so alone and angry, because

She sees him the way the family does

So late in the night, her eyes seeing red

And daddy lay sick on the hospital bed

She creeps in the room with a bag in her hand

And smothers the face of a terrible man

If daddy only stopped when she begged him before

He’d be so much more

She’d be so much more

If daddy only stopped when she begged him before

Weigh your heart against my eyes

(Are you sober now, is it over?)

Weigh your heart against my eyes

(And she’s so let down, now she’s older)

Play his daughter when he lies

(Now you’re so messed up, and he says-)

All I want is you

(Now you’re so messed up, and he says-)

All I want is you

(And she’s so let down when he lies)

All I want is