Deaf Havana Speeding Cars

I saw death in the bottom of white hill road,

Careless try for a suicide note,

I turned around and I closed my eyes,

But the speeding cars never did collide,

Yeah the speeding cars never did collide

When did I get so lost inside my head,

I’m only 22, but I’m going on dead,

So I put my faith in my grandmother’s god,

Piece by piece just lose all I’ve got,

Yeah piece by piece just lose all I’ve got

It’s been a bad few weeks,

But I’m still hoping I,

Can get back on my feet,

I just need a little time,

Because my mother told me to loosen up and stop living in my head,

It’s been a bad few weeks,

So I’ll just drive myself to sleep instead

I think I left my mind somewhere near the line,

I stain these walls with the blood from my hands,

And I don’t sleep since I got home,

I fear the night will take me for all that I own

Because I view my life through a telescope,

That I built from a bottle on a slippery slope,

You see I can’t dream to save my life,

But I’m holding on for a day that I might

It’s been a bad few weeks,

But I’m still hoping I,

Can get back on my feet,

I just need a little time,

Because my mother told me to loosen up and stop living in my head,

It’s been a bad few weeks,

So I’ll just drive myself to sleep instead

Because I’m overweight, overtired, and sick of trying to find,

An answer in these darkened city bars,

In the backrooms where we lose our hope,

The drinks that turn good men to ghosts,

In the end we’re all left wondering who we are

I saw a death at the bottom of white hill road,

A careless try for a suicide note

It’s been a bad few weeks,

But I’m still hoping I,

Can get back on my feet,

I just need a little time,

Because my mother told me to loosen up and stop living in my head,

It’s been a bad few weeks,

So I’ll just drive myself to sleep instead

I saw a death at the bottom of white hill road,

A careless try for a suicide note.

Deaf Havana Hey Baby, This Is Our Song!

There’s a blinding light, that’s taken in my eyes

It’s an obvious belief that you’ve taken me

By surprise, and I’ll never forget this

And I know this song that I’ve wrote for you is a little desperate

And I’m happy to embarrass myself for you I guess but….

You stole my heart, and it’s pretty much for keeps

Unless I’m dying by the road side and I need some beats

I wanna live like this

Live like this forever

With you, cos there’s no one

Cos there’s nobody better

And I know how it feels, what’s it’s like to be missed

And if I’m honest

It was never at the top of my list, and I’ll never regret this

And I know this song that I’ve wrote for you is a little desperate

But I’m happy to embarrass myself for you I guess but…

You stole my heart, and it’s pretty much for keeps

Unless I’m dying by the road side and I need some beats

I wanna live like this

Live like this forever

With you, cos there’s no one

Cos there’s nobody better

Is this scaring you yet?

I wanna live like this

Live like this forever

With you, cos there’s no one

Cos there’s nobody better

Deaf Havana This Afternoon Was A Total Disaster

Believe me I never trusted you,

when you decided that our party was over.

Because we love the power hour,

and its an hour that lasts all night baby .

I didn’t play a single part in this I swear

I didn’t play a single part in this I swear

My position comes at a price.

The temper’s worse but the compliments are nice.

You’ve already had one foot out the door

for quite some time and I’m already losing sleep

We’ve been making this whole thing up,

as we’ve been going along and along!

Yeah, we’ve been making this whole thing up,

as we’ve been going along and along!

from now on you’ll never go back to sea

you’ll just be rolling around in the dirt

because your of a higher class than me

We’ve been making this whole thing up,

as we’ve been going along and along!

Yeah, we’ve been making this whole thing up,

as we’ve been going along and along!

and I didn’t play a single part in this I swear

and I didn’t play a single part in this I swear

and I didn’t play a single part in this I swear

and I didn’t play a single part in this I swear

I’m not all fucking right with this

I’m not all fucking right with this

and then I’m told by the snorting acquaintance he says

cut your losses man its time to leave

and then I’m told by the snorting acquaintance he says

cut your losses man its time to leave

but now its only a matter of time until its too late

Deaf Havana Fifty Four

Dear you know I fear I’m growing weak

I left you in the dark for a bottle and cheap company

You took me home, gave me a bed or half of yours at least

And my god that was good enough for me

I’ll keep holding on because we are young and we are free

And my god that’s still good enough for me

We’d sleep until the evening sun had burnt

And stay awake until the neighbours left next morning for work

The first time that we slept I felt my life rewind

And a nervous child replaced the ageing fool I left behind

You put your faith in me and I let you down

You put your faith in me and I let you down

You put your faith in me and I let you down

But I feel so sure, I feel so…

I’ll keep holding on because we are young and we are free

And my god that’s still good enough for me

Deaf Havana Fever

I broke down through everything and you tried your best

To live through the state I was in oh I know

I remember all those dark days with darker friends when I wouldn’t come home

You’ll never get back a piece of yourself that I stole

I know you keep it all in your head locked away and I

I can’t fight the feeling, I can’t fight the feeling inside

It’s the little things, oh it’s the little things that you hide

Even you can see, I got the fever in me

I was beat down and drunk as hell when I lost my home

I guess I knew what was coming for me then

I saw myself in my mothers eyes and I found some hope

This is not for me to start over again

I know you keep it all in your head locked away and I

I can’t fight the feeling, I can’t fight the feeling inside

It’s the little things, oh it’s the little things that you hide

Even you can see, I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

And I know you keep it all in your head locked away and I

I can’t fight the feeling, I can’t fight the feeling inside

With a steady hand and a little time you will find

That even you can see, I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

I got the fever in me

Deaf Havana The Tune Of ID

I can feel your eyes on the back of my neck,

and I know you’re a road that’s been trod many times before,

I’m just reminding myself that I’m better than you baby,

so just watch your moves with me alright we don’t need a fight,

but you still rip the shirt right off my back,

but you still rip the shirt right off my back,

but ya know I got it right where I want it babe,

but ya know I got it right where I want it babe,

but you know, you never, never, you never, you never, you never, you never know

and I got it right where I want you

pick me up and spit me out,

well it gets me where I need to be,

you’ve left and I was right you look awful in this light,

I can hear you breathing honey,

one more time wont hurt c’mon lets do it just right,

still you moving slow slowing it down bringing me round and hoping,

this is the tune to make your mood seem like you’re just a little more trying to please,

I just need the other hand another design another rewind and let it go,

pick me up and spit me out,

well it gets me where I need to be,

you’ve left and I was right you look awful in this light

in this lights

I can see your eyes,

but the word “beauty” depicts a vision of me without you,

standing alone without you

I can feel your eyes on the back of my neck,

and I know you’re a road that’s been trod before,

you’re always picking me up, only to spit me out,

still it seems to get me right where i need to be

Deaf Havana Cassiopeia

I blacked out ‘til the morning broke,

I was swallowing glass and inhaling smoke,

I lost my mind in a haze of cobbled streets and broken windows.

I managed to get away, for a minute or two,

to catch my breath, just long enough to catch sight of a man with a broken nose and a bandaged leg,

sleeping silently in a photo booth on the road where I caught a cab,

back through the heart of the tourist district and into our rundown, rented pad.

I met a strange girl from Brazil,

she made me laugh for an hour or two and it took me back to the festival where I was sure that I was gonna go (die).

But then I bought a beer from a nice bar lady with the kindest eyes that I’d ever seen,

she said “…take a water too honey, it’s warm outside, we don’t want you dying do we…”

Oh Berlin my love, I’ve got you underneath my skin.

In the early hours of the morning, I can’t help but let you in/win.

I was there talking to you about some of the shit they’d put you through,

and I knew that this could be my chance to get you closer.

So I met you round the back, away from the others,

I was trying to fight off my brother but I knew,

I knew that you didn’t have eyes for me…

I’ve got a fire and it burns in me, it takes me back to the very day I was with you there.

I’ve got a fire and it burns in me, I knew back then it was clear to see that I was running scared.

Deaf Havana Love By The Riverside

Who let the hung man out the bag,

to drink his own blood over the memory of the last time he slept alone,

easy bitch,

hold it right there

this isn’t going any further I’m afraid,

you’ve out done yourself this time and I’d be quivering in that seat,

have a good evening,

I’m sure you will,

but you can’t complain,

because you’ve known for too long,

hey girl get yourself out of those filthy clothes,

because he’s been walking in his sleep,

so wipe your mouth and take this pill it’ll help you in your state,

he wasn’t meant to hear us talking that night on the bridge by the river side,

things might have changed since last time you saw him,

have a good evening,

I’m sure you will,

but you can’t complain,

because you’ve known for too long,

have a good evening,

I’m sure you will,

but you can’t complain,

because you’ve known for too long,

wipe your mouth and take this pill

because you’ve known for too long, you’ve known for too long

wipe your mouth and take this pill

Deaf Havana Nicotine And Alcohol Saved My Live

Dear brother,

I have never asked this much of you

Could you please just take my other

And show them how much I care

Hiding under the blanket behind the chair

There’s something that screams this seems so unfair

But we’re all gonna feel better tomorrow

And that’s a feeling that you can only borrow

Just take a deep breath

And take in the air of a lifelong nightmare

I would never last a day without you

(We’ll just have to learn to forget about this)

But I’d do anything to take it back

(We’ll just have to learn to forget about this)

We’ll just have to learn to forget about this

I’m not changing my mind with the seasons

Because winter has broken, and I’ll be the first one to lose my head

Tie me to a broken eyelid itched with razors

My dear brother is bound up in cages and rages

Nothing will ever get worse than this right now

Because a deep breath is out of reach somehow

We’ll just have to learn to forget about this

I’m not changing my mind with the seasons

Because winter has broken, and I’ll be the first one to lose my head

Because a list of difficult reasons

Just isn’t enough for someone like me

For someone like me

Because I’ve never sold myself away to a sailor at sea

I’m not changing my mind with the seasons

Because winter has broken, and I’ll be the first one to lose my head

I never had a single cigarette that I didn’t enjoy

And all the dreams leave such a bitter taste,

Such a bitter taste on my tongue

Despite the smell of an old aged man, I’m young at heart

If I was to have just one more day,

I’d make sure that I spent it without you

Deaf Havana St. Paul’s

It was November, and I was a mess

And I was thinking of leaving her back then.

As if by magic, you and I met

And it brought me back to life again.

You’ve got a certain something about you

And I’ve got a past I want to leave behind.

It’s been a long, long time since I met someone

Who made me happy to be alive.

Now the bell’s of St. Paul’s ring out in my head

Like the last few words she said.

I can’t go back to living in silence.

No, I can’t go back to sleeping alone.

All the years she made me live as a liar

Ended up becoming all that I know.

And I know you can’t stand winters here.

You said you never felt that kind of cold.

I guess when you’re from another hemisphere,

It can sometimes feel like another world.

You’ve got a way of making me hang on

To every single word you say.

We stay up all night talking shit about

How I needed to get away.

Now the bell’s of St. Paul’s ring out in my head

Like the last few words she said.

I can’t go back to living in silence.

No, I can’t go back to sleeping alone.

All the years she made me live as a liar

Ended up becoming all that I know.

You’ve got a certain something about you.

I’ve got a past I want to leave behind.

I can’t go back to living in silence.

No, I can’t go back to sleeping alone.

All the years she made me live as a liar

Ended up becoming all that I know.

All that I know.

All that I know.