Death Spells Underneath It All

No matter what I do to you, it’s never enough to break you

The respect is gone, and the taste is lost

I brushed it off, when I felt you come

The things we knew, or thought we knew

The place we go, every time we’re pushed

Let’s grow old…

I’m empty. I feel nothing. Yet I feel everything

The times we had, the loves we lost

I needed more, than could be bought

In spite of me, in spite of you

I felt it all, coursing through…

Let’s grow old, and let the good die young

I unravel in waves of red

Full fledged and litmus tested

My carnage wears shades of blue

I’m forced to conceal this side of you

But it opened up both my eyes

To false gods and shameless pride

Let’s grow old, and let the good die young

There’s no sun here only false starts

Living free with robotic parts

Killing time with a heart of gold

Poor living until a dream I stole

I’m unscathed cause those dogs don’t bite

Fuck faith if hate gets paid

Let’s grow old, and let the good die young

I won’t give in to you

I unravel in waves of red

Full fledged and litmus tested

My carnage wears shades of brown

I’m forced to contain this side of you

But it opened up both my eyes

To false gods and shameless pride

Let’s grow old, and let the good die young

I burn bright in razor wire

I like to fuck but my love gets tired

They’re milky white but they smell like shit

Full framed and their numbers unlisted

The cross I bear is alkaline

The sleep I lost built a nice dream house

Let’s grow old, and let the good die young

Death Spells Fantastic Bastards

We’re never good enough

Except when you’ve had too much to drink

To think, to care

These broken bones go nice

With that light you hate to see me in

‘Cause it seems I’m a mess when you touch

(don’t fucking touch me)

Take care of everyone

Except for those that care for you

But it’s fine,

They don’t mind

‘Cause they know you’re a fuck

I hate everything I do

‘Cause I learnt it from you

I’m your bastard

But I’m not anything like you

‘Cause I’m fantastic!

But I’m still not worth your time

So sick of covering up

These blacks and blues and cuts

‘Cause they’re mine

To look fine

But they don’t

‘Cause I’m more than your words

I’ve finally had enough

And I’m finally all grown up

So this time,

You’re all mine

You look scared

‘Cause’ you know I’m a fuck

[2x]

I hate everything I do

‘Cause I learnt it from you

I’m your bastard

But I’m not anything like you

‘Cause I’m fantastic!

But I’m still not worth your time

Sirens, sirens, sirens come and take me away.

Death Spells Choke On One Another

D.E.S.T.R.U.C.T.I.O.N. is my only god

Burn my love notes cause I’m off to heaven

Sell my lungs and bury my black eyes

Smoke signals marking where our trails end

I’m such a Xanax flavored waste of time

My pain is safe and sound. You’ll be the end of me

Forgiveness just brings me down

Hypnotizing, Paralyzing, Awe inspiring, Sterilizing, Annihilation of our lies

Fill our heads with the ashes of our empire

I’m not the type to ever compromise

Charred disciples stapled to the ceiling

Staring down makes you forget there’s sky

Genuflect before the king of the runaways

The clever kids left the stage behind

I never fell for the superficial noisefuck

Take my hand, let’s set this world on fire

Power, there’s so much power, in realizing that you’re going to die.

Solace, I’ll never find it. Until our lungs deflate for the very last time

Hey bright eyes heard you wanted to try on some death. I got a knife that looks just your size

Tick Tock Baby your time is up, Big Bad Baby no one gives a fuck

Death Spells Hate Unconditional

Call me out on it

I may not look like all the others

That you fucking hate

Fall into a clouded dream I had once

No, I never doubted that we were all

Forced to deliver unfounded

Unconditional love. There’s just something about it

That I fucking hate

I’m a Lexapro at feeling down

I’m so Percocet in my ways

Although I’ve tried to deny it

The pain I’ve caused always set in stone

The pain I’ve cause always made me whole

The pain I’ve cause always set in stone

The pain I’ve caused is worth it’s weight in gold

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8

I lost track of the pills we ate

Shoved down my throat to save my soul

I threw you up to keep me cold

I never asked for your love, you can keep your love

One step closer to the edge

Means one less demon lives inside my head

The collective time that I’ve sacrificed

This body is broke but still never satisfied

Well I’ve tried and I’ve tried and I’ve tried and I’ve tried and I tried

And now on my own I’ve finally realized

That it’s under my skin. It’s creeping in

You’d never believe the fucking state I’m in

Cause I hate the hate, I hate the hate, but my hate…

Is all I have

Death Spells Why Is Love So Disastrous?

(Love breeds war, our death defines us)

What if we try?

Why is love so disastrous?

What if we survive?

Would it change anything?

What if we try?

Why is love so disastrous?

What if we survive?

Would it change anything?

Most days we watch our best friends die

I try just to understand why but…

My machine gun interrupts any such questioning

It’s hard to look to heaven when the bombs keep falling

What if we try?

Why is love so disastrous?

What if we survive?

Would it change anything?

Is God’s will really murder flooding the streets?

Can we measure her love by the oil underneath?

All I ever wanted was what I was told I was owed

At what cost? I’ll never know

(These young hearts rigged to explode)

Most days I watch my best friends die

(These young hearts do what they’re told)

Sit back and watch the whole world burn

(These young hearts rigged to explode)

Most days I watch my best friends die

(These young hearts do what they’re told)

What if we try?

Why is love so disastrous?

What if we survive?

Would it change anything?

I tried to say goodbye, but the bombs got louder

I thought I heard you cry, but the bombs got louder

I scream my prayers at the sky, but the bombs got louder

I lost my faith in faith

(These young hearts rigged to explode)

(These young hearts do what they’re told)

Everything I ever knew is falling apart

What if we try?

Why is love so disastrous?

What if we survive?

Would it change anything?

It makes me sick these things we’ve done

In my heart I know we’re all damned

It makes me sick these things we’ve done

In my heart I know we’re all damned

Death Spells Hell All-American

I want nothing more than to see your smile fade

Flood the hall with original sin

I know what it is to be in love with loneliness

I’ve come to grips with my malcontent and

Channeled rage is a cause I can stand behind

So mow ‘em down cause they don’t mean shit

Take my lead, just stay asleep, cause honesty is…

Such a let down

I took all the drugs that guaranteed my normalcy

I took a swim in their disappointment

Cause no one cares til your pain becomes lucrative

So give ‘em hell, cause ‘em pain, make ‘em hurt

Sell your soul for a piece of Hollywood

And listen close to a million hearts breaking

Your hopes and your dreams

Are ripped at the seams

They’re bought and they’re sold to the highest bidder

You’re soaked in regret

You’re taught to accept

That your world is in debt to the highest bidder

I can’t control what my heart tells my head,

if my heart tells my head that it needs to destroy everything in its path.

Cause my love will tear your pretty little head from it’s neck

You’re soaked in regret

You’re taught to accept

That your world is in debt to the highest bidder

Officer, no officer no…

Off with their heads

Death Spells Where Are My Fucking Pills?

Paranoid, so paranoid, shut it out, I’m on self-destruct

I can’t deal with the pains in my head

Medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance

I’m in love with a suicide

In too deep is just a state of mind

Self-sedation is my fucking 9 to 5

With a death obsession working overtime

I can’t get clean, some scars won’t leave, I won’t come clean

Paranoid, feed the void, running low, I’m so fucking weak

Shit gets real when your friends end up dead

Lying in a puddle on the side of the bed

But nothing says I love you like a capital crime

I’m praying for injection instead of 25

I can’t take this fucking noose on my neck

Barbiturate, Percocet, caffeinated suspect

I’m in love with my suicide

Playing the victim is such a waste of time

Medicating to keep yourself alive

Autopilot drug sick kicks into overdrive

I won’t come clean, I won’t come clean

Paranoid, just feed the void, shut it out, this mic’s set to stun

I can’t deal with the pains in my head

Medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance

I’m in love with a suicide

In too deep is just a state of mind

But I can come clean

You can trust me

Rest your hopes on my lips and taste my venom

Let my sorrow weigh you down and feed upon you

Death Spells Diluted

We have survived this life so far, but how far have we really come?

What stops us from finally feeling complete?

The time I have taken to myself has left me with the feeling that I may just be fine all alone.

The leaves once green, now a fiery red, crackle underfoot as we make our way past the rotten pillars of our past discretions.

I need this to be over. I know that now. Holding on to cold hands and sunken eyes hasn’t held the same charm as it once did.

I am fast approaching my rebirth. No more childish dreams. No more adolescent desires. No more breath of fresh air.

Leave me to my work. I am not like all the others

My love and my hate for you are infinite

May I walk through this hideous world without fear of regret.

I shall consume the hate that consumes me.

Let me wash away my pain and mistrust in the tears of those foolish enough to get in my way.

I shall cut off the hand at the wrist and feed upon my master.

None can be better. None will be stronger. No one will hold judgment over my head.

I am the beacon, the forest fire, the tire yard set ablaze.

I am the smoldering ember in the darkness that surrounds us all.

This is my passion. This is my calling. This is my prison.This is me

My love and my hate for you are infinite

Death Spells End Of Life

Let me speak, there’s some things I thought you should know

When you breathe, I feel a heart attack coming on

And I can’t wait to watch the world slip away

When I leave attach a piece of you to my ghost

Cause I can’t stray too far from the one that I love

If they grieve I’ll send a sign to let them know

That I was okay to watch it all disappear

I’m not afraid of the fight, I’m just afraid of the fall

When I look up at the sky, I see it all crashing down. On and on…

And it breaks you

And it aches to the bone

Time heals nothing it just buries the wound

Why should I learn to accept when I have nothing to prove?

So if time means nothing why do we still watch our clocks count down?

My chest is empty, and yet they want me to talk

This face holds nothing, there’s no emotion to grasp

I’ve lost my faith, and now I am shattered like glass

I need to feel something else, I need to feel something else.

I wanna to feel something, I wanna to feel something else. I wanna feel

When you leave, it’s like a heart attack letting go

Death Spells Hypnotic Spells

In a few moments we begin self hypnoses

And naturally start to relax deeply

(I am on my way)

Learning how to go into hypnosis is a skill

And you’ll be learning it each time you hear this recording

It’s like a dance where my voice will lead you

And you will naturally follow

Allowing yourself to go along with the suggestions being made

If you’re telling yourself this isn’t working

Than that indeed is the reason that it isn’t working

Convincing yourself that it is working

Is perhaps the very essence of hypnosis

So now sit comfortably in a chair with your legs uncrossed

Feet flat on the floor and your hands resting on your lap

Or on you legs, or on the arms of a chair

Or lie down and close your eyes

And begin to listen more closely to my voice

While there is no harm in falling asleep

And it indeed indicates that you did relax deeply

It’s generally better to stay conscience

And absorb what is being said

In a few moments I’m going to ask you to look up above your head

And to naturally turn to the light

And this way your eyes will be turned strongly upward

And will start to feel strained and grow tired

And I’ll begin to count down from five down to one

Until the eyes naturally close

So now open your eyes

And turn them upwards to gaze at a spot nearly directly above you

And imagine a point of light shining directly into your eyes

I’m going to count from five down to one

And as I do so your eyes will begin to feel tired and heavy

Like they want to close

…Simply let them close

And now

Five, four, three

Your eyes are are getting tired

Two

Eyes are getting very tired

One

I’ve been having overwhelming

Thoughts of sadness and self-harming

My depression’s unimpressive

Stems from stress

Or so they tell me

I’m so fine yeah

Uninspired

Guess I’m preaching to the choir

Pessimistic, narcissistic, introspective

Hate required

My obsession with contrition

Leave me weak and feeling tired

I’m self-conscience

Have no conscience

Stay asleep

It’s how I’m wired

Single serving

I’m self serving

Showing signs of drunk behavior

I’m so fucked up

Tired of feeling fine

Let go

I am on my way

Let go