Depswa Distorted American Dream

It seems to me today that you can fly

As high as the amount of freedom you can buy

And the rich is gettin’ richer so the poor get stoned

And never seem to get left alone

And all the crazy people down in Hollywood

Tryin’ to make a million dollars and always up to no good;

Wouldn’t care to sell their mother to get the cover of the Rollin’ Stone! Yeah, yeah, yeah!

And there ain’t no perfect picture and there ain’t no perfect dream.

If you ain’t got any money then you ain’t got anything.

If you ain’t got an invitation to all the parties in scene;

Then your day might never arrive.

If you go to church on Sunday then you’re forgiven of your sins,

But you better check your conscience because it might not let you in.

There’s a price to pay for everything collected in the end,

But you’ll never ride for free.

So what ever happened to the meaning of equality?

Has it blurred in the wind through the pages of our history?

So eat all you can ‘til you’re fat and your rippin’ at the seams.

And it’s all in the name of a Distorted American Dream.

So celebrate your money and you celebrate your pills.

Throw your ethics out the window to keep your house up on the hill.

You gotta get while getting’s good and keep your name within the scene

To keep all of your dreams alive.

So what ever happened to the meaning of equality?

Has it blurred in the wind through the pages of our history?

So eat all you can ‘til you’re fat and your rippin’ at the seams.

And it’s all in the name of a Distorted American Dream.

It seems to me today that you can fly

As high as the amount of freedom you can buy

And the rich is gettin’ richer so the poor get stoned

And never seem to get left alone

And all the crazy people down in Hollywood

Tryin’ to make a million dollars and always up to no good.

Wouldn’t care to sell their mother to get the cover of the Rollin’ Stone!

So what ever happened to the meaning of equality?

Has it blurred in the wind through the pages of our history?

So eat all you can ‘til you’re fat and your rippin’ at the seams

And it’s all in the name of a Distorted American Dream.

It’s more than it seems;

The American dream;

It’s more than it seems.

Depswa 10 Kinds Of Lonely

I should’ve known that you would leave me

Lost, broken and lonely now

I must try to pick up the pieces of my heart

That you left for me

All in love we’re all in love and the whole world smiles on you and me

And all it takes is one heart-break to find new meaning to misery

The signs, there where signs

But I couldn’t read such a foreign language

Lies and there were lies

And they broke me down to eternal anguish in you

I should have know it from the beginning

That you’d take me for everything

Now as I sit here by myself

With ten kinds of lonely

Confusions locked in the mind like a cold wind on a summer’s day

And unexpectedly

The chill crawls up through the spine freezing the heart till it cracks and falls

Into pieces

And only blind are left behind

Through the wreckage is found a clarity

And only then can I reach in and pull out the part of you

That’s inside still killin’ me

Yea., I wish I would’ve known Because there’s no way to stop the pain of

10 kinds of lonely

Yea, I should’ve read the signs now I am just left behind

10 kinds of lonely

Yea, I wish I would’ve known because there’s no way to stop the pain of

10 kinds of lonely

Depswa The Prom Song

They’re more than just words,

They’re colors,

To paint my feelings for you.

and i know how,

that there’s no way to show you,

Just how much i care.

And i feel it oh so deep within me,

and i know that there’s so much left to share.

All the times you’re away,

Feels just like eternity.

As the moments that we had,

had to end.

[Pre-chorus]

The strokes of the brush,

Brings me Closer to your touch.

Through the hues well find a way,

To follow, I know we will.

[Chorus]

And the Colors are so Vibrant,

Like the sun on the ocean,

and the hues they will change from day to day.

But i know that, That the picture of love would last forever.

On this Canvas of our lives that we create.

(And our love will last forever)

And i know that always

i saw to try to display

just how precious that you are to the world.

Cause i know with just a touch,

you can show me oh so much,

that there’s more to this life,

Than what we see

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Colors may fade,

Turning vibrant to grey,

But one things unchanged,

the picture is still the same.

And through the days and nights the vision lives on forever,

And through a masterpiece of love me made together,

We’ve given all we can,

I know the world will understand,

The picture is of you, and me.

[Chorus]

Depswa Not Responsible

I’ve taken in all you bring

An ever-moving stream of dramatic evolution

And I’ve taken in what’s happening

And poisoned the well you drink from with

An experienced solution

And I’m not responsible (not responsible)

For what happens when you are gone

You’re breathing in all you’ve seen

An imaginary comfort to create intoxication

And if you only knew what thoughts I had inside

And so good am I to hide

Your heart would hurt and turn to stone just like mine

[Chorus:]

And I’m not responsible (not responsible)

For what happens when you are gone (I’m not responsible)

You’re so irresistable (not responsible)

And it happens when you are gone (I’m not responsible)

No love

No trust

Just lies

Lies!

You’ve been hidden from the truth

Can’t reveal these things to you

And I know that there’s no way to change it

And I feeel for what I do

Taking innocence from you

Is just so easy and I just can’t stop it

[Chorus]

No love

No trust

Just lies

Lies!

Depswa Charades

You think I’m so easy

And you think I’m so naïve

Well you better think a little harder

Because you’re not the first I’ve ever seen

[Chorus:]

And what you think ain’t so bad

If you use it for what you want to see

And what I want ain’t so bad

It’s a part of what we are and what we need

And you think I, I didn’t notice

What surrounds you and swallows you so whole

Not for a second or a minute did realize there’s a reason

that I ever have stopped it from taking you

Let it all swallow you

[Chorus]

Don’t be afraid

Because I’m only here to share with you my world

We could swim in the ocean or we could sit up on the sands

And dream of the way that we could be

[Chorus]

So, so what should we do now?

So, so so what should we do now?

Depswa The Biggest Part

It was a little part of me

That was afraid to do the things I always wanted to

And some other parts of me

That was always regret for never telling you

Just just how I fell for you

And the bigger part of me

Wants someone to call my own

(but its only the biggest part)

And the biggest part of me

Never wants to be alone

(but its only the biggest part)

And I guess the timid side of me

So afraid to see rejection

So never took the steps that I needed to just make a connection

And watch you walk away from me

And the bigger part of me

Wants someone to call my own

(but its only the biggest part)

And the biggest part of me

Never wants to be alone

(but its only the biggest part)

And these pieces of me have now broken

Fall to the floor

These little pieces

I have no more to fill this void inside of me were you should be

My biggest fear is that I’ll die alone

Its all coming to clear

That I’ll die alone

And the bigger part of me

Wants someone to call my own

(but its only the biggest part)

And the biggest part of me

Never wants to be alone

(but its only the biggest part)

Depswa One Drop

Pick up your hope and go home

When will you learn no one will change

The man can stand in the truth and never see

He’s lost all ability to

Breathe through the heart and not through the mind

Cut all the ties that left you behind

How long will it take to figure out

That you’re the only one

You’re one drop lost within the ocean

You’re one drop of pure untouched emotion

And to me it seems strange and funny how much you believe

That your one drop can change the sea

How can you feel a thing about humanity

When left out and always alone

May your hopeless desire be proven to put out your pain

You harden your heart and kill what remains

Till the start in the end you’re always the same

How long will it take to figure out

That you’re the only one

You’re one drop lost within the ocean

You’re one drop of pure untouched emotion

And to me it seems strange and funny how much you believe

That your one drop can change the sea

Change the sea

And if I close my eyes imagine I can be

For the first time

And it’s everything that I thought the love can be and

So much more

And if we close our eyes imagine we could be

For the first time

[x2]

Depswa Voyeur

I see you coming in

And it’s as if I’ve been awakened

Maybe you were born for me

And I’m feeling so alive and

I’m overcome with pleasure

So deep in fantasy

And It’s taken all I have not to give myself away

And it seems to be getting closer within each and everyday

And I have to hold on to my emotions as they stray

So I try to walk away

I’m overwhelmed by the sight

When your beauty fills me up

With the feeling of the night

I’ll follow

You through the window

Don’t you know

That you’ll bring some life to me

Tonight

Secretly I wonder

And I wait for an invitation

Maybe you are onto me

And I wonder if you know

All the beauty that you give

Pretending not to see

And I see you alone sometimes

And you begin to cry

And My heart splits wide open

As I begin to wonder why

So I look and turn

And scream into the sky

So I try to walk away

I’m overwhelmed by the sight

When your beauty fills me up

With the feeling of the night

I’ll follow

You through the window

Don’t you know

That you’ll bring some life to me

And I’ll follow

Through the window

Watching where you go

Wonder if you see me too

Tonight

What should I do?

Should I call out to you?

Should I let you know?

Should I let it go?

What should I do?

Should knock on your door?

Should I let you know who?

Should I let it go?

I have to try and find

Some courage I’ve left behind

Some day, some way

I’ve got to tell you

I’ll follow

You through the window

Don’t you know

That you’ll bring some life to me

And I’ll follow

Wherever you go

You’ve got to let me know

If you see me too

And I’ll follow

You through the window

You’ve got to let me know

If you see, you see

Me too

Depswa Traveler’s Song

Well I’m on the road

And I’ve traveled so far

Through the roads and winding hills

It seems my travels never still

And I ride through the wind, rain, sleet or snow

And will I ever stop if I do not for a while

[Chorus:]

And the road where I live

Always seems to call (seems to call my name)

And the road where I live

Always seems to call… my name

And I have no worries

And my troubles seem far away

All is peaceful in this space

With a smile across my face

I don’t need no one to show me all life has to give

They say I have no one

But I like the way it is

[Chorus]

My name, my name, my name…

[Chorus]

I don’t have no worry

About people and what they say

Because I live a different way

Was born to never stay

Depswa Cut You Out

I should have noticed something different had become of you

As you distanced yourself apart from me

And the more I seem to find you always slipping through the shadows

The more I realize that nothing’s what it seems

When you lie to me

I’ll cut a piece out of me

When you steal from me

I’ll cut a bit more

When you cheat on me

I’ll try to put myself back together as you’re laughing at the pieces on the floor

I’ll cut you out, cut you out of me

That piece of me just isn’t me anymore

Cut you out, cut you out of me

Before you disease and corrupt my will to go on

Deception seems to be a better a part of you

Cause every moment now he falls into a scene

And the more I seem to find you always slipping through the shadows

The more I realize the truth and what it means

When you lie to me

I’ll cut a piece out of me

When you steal from me

I’ll cut a bit more

When you cheat on me

I’ll try to put myself back together as you’re laughing at the pieces on the floor

I’ll cut you out, cut you out of me

That piece of me just isn’t me anymore

Cut you out, cut you out of me

Before you disease and corrupt my will to go on

And once in a dream I had someone, someone to love

And then as it goes through the darkness

You corrupted every part of me

You’ve darkened deep inside of me

You kill the weakened piece of me

Must reach deep inside and pull it out

You corrupted every part of me

You’ve darkened deep inside of me

You kill the weakened piece of me

Must reach deep inside!

Cut you out, cut you out of me

That piece of me just isn’t me anymore

Cut you out, cut you out of me

Before you disease and corrupt my will

Cut you out, cut you out of me

That piece of me just isn’t me anymore

Cut you out, cut you out of me

Before you disease and corrupt my will to go on