Emarosa Broken Vs. The Way We Were Born

Where to now?

Drifting his body.

Cutting you down,

And I can’t pretend.

His eyes don’t burn, no,

In your skin.

Now all I see is the filth,

In the hands of another man.

His face in my thoughts,

My words become lost,

And no longer make sense.

Am I lost forever?

The damage has been done,

For so long.

How did you ever see me broken?

Well, you forced me to find out everyday.

Did you ever see me open?

Well, you forced me to find out everyday.

Nobody could,

Couldn’t help this, no

The depths that I was brought up

The depths that I was brought up

Brought up

Oh, is it any wonder?

Shallow is the way that I was born,

Shallow is the way that I was born.

The way that I was brought up, up,

Tonight.

Am I lost forever?

The damage has been done,

For so long.

How did you ever see me broken?

Well, you forced me to find out everyday.

Did you ever see me open?

Well, you forced me to find out everyday.

Oh, pretty girl,

Keep batting your eyes.

Cause when you breathe,

You lie, lie.

Oh, pretty girl,

You better think twice,

Cause second chances are rarer than I.

Oh girl, love can’t hide..

How can we forget.. Who we have become?

I’ll give it all up.

Please wake up.

Every breathe you take, is a lie.

How did you ever see me broken?

Well, you forced me to find out everyday.

Did you ever see me open?

Well, you forced me to find out everyday.

Emarosa So Bad

I never say it the way you like

You never stop when the feeling’s right

Do you even care? I wonder why

Cause I do, yeah I do, like a million times

Turn me on, let it go

Made me feel like you’re on my side

Hung it up, said goodbye

Living sad songs that I couldn’t write

And I can’t stop missing you

So bad

I don’t wanna say goodbye

And all I needed was you

So bad

Tell me how to turn back time

If the feeling’s not forever

You and I can stop

Heaven knows I’ll do it again

And I can’t stop missing you

So bad

I don’t wanna say goodbye

I would have said it

I should have tried

I should have stopped when I realized

Do I even care? I couldn’t cry

But you do, yeah you do like a million times

Turn me on, let it go

Made me feel like you’re on my side

Hung it up, said goodbye

Living sad songs that I couldn’t write

And I can’t stop missing you

So bad

I don’t wanna say goodbye

And all I needed was you

So bad

Tell me how to turn back time

If the feeling’s not forever

You and I can stop

Heaven knows I’ll do it again

And I can’t stop missing you

So bad

I don’t wanna say goodbye

(Turn me on)

(Turn me on)

(Turn me on)

I’ve never had to be without you

(Turn me on)

I’ve never had to be without you

(Turn me on)

I’ve never had to be without you

(Turn me on)

I’ve never had to be without you

And I can’t stop missing you

So bad

I don’t wanna say goodbye

And all I needed was you

So bad

Tell me how to turn back time

If the feeling’s not forever

You and I can stop

Heaven knows I’ll do it again

And I can’t stop missing you

So bad

I don’t wanna say goodbye

Emarosa I Still Feel Her – Part IV

In my dreams,

Time it seems,

Is pain without end.

Well I tried to find,

A place to hide,

My doubts about us.

Now see it fall away,

We all become the same,

This stormy night.

A fall from grace,

Yes,

My fate.

We’ll end into the fold,

We are, we are, we are,

Too far to stop.

And I won’t fall, we are, we are, we are,

Too far too stop.

(Ohh I.. Ohh.. I..)

Tell me what I wanna hear,

And I’ll take you anywhere you wanna go,

Oh, I’ll take you there.

We’re already gone,

Forget, regret about,

Mistakes I made.

I still feel her.. (Still)

We’ll end into the fold,

We are, we are, we are,

Too far to stop.

And I won’t fall, we are, we are, we are,

Too far too stop.

Wake up!

What if you took my word!?

What this stood for!?

Girl!

Wake up, wake up,

Wake up, wake up,

We’ll end into the fold,

We are, we are, we are,

Too far to stop.

And I won’t fall, we are, we are, we are,

Too far too stop.

Emarosa Mad

So won’t you save the part of me that’s broke again

And don’t be hateful if I’m unfaithful

So wait

Something tells me I’m a fake

Now lie to me or run away and hide from me

How you feel

Even if he tastes the same

Even if you say my name

There’s a part of me hoping you can find a better part of me

And I’ve been in shambles before

But I can’t feel anymore

So wait

Something tells me I might break

Now lie to me or run away and hide from me

How you feel

Even if he tastes the same

Even if you say my name

Even if he tastes the same

Even if you say my name

Been awake for so long

And you say I’ll be my father’s son

Now I can never tell a lie to you

Because I’ve seen what they can do

Being in love is so lost

And I will never look again

I hope

But I know

There’s a part of me hoping you can find a better part of me

Even if he tastes the same

Even if you say my name

Even if he tastes the same

Even if you say my name

Emarosa Epoch Coda

This time we heal the wounded; We fail again

I’m falling down with regret

Look away from everything and tell me what you see

There’s no coming back from here

Everything I’ll be

I am everything I ever was, walk away from everything I am

It’s all around me

I’m not looking back where everything was so familiar

But so far away

Oh my there is no ending, I can’t escape from this anymore

Oh God there’s no way out of here (the walls are closing in)

Everything I’ve ever loved is gone

Take this for what it’s worth, I’ve found there is no meaning

This is the end of me and I’m not holding back

The worst is over

There’s no tomorrow

This is your way out

My God you lost a world you tried to make us love

We haven’t seen the world since you took our bodies

And led them to the skies

As it carries us away, I can feel his hands as they pull me in

By your grace, God, let me fly

Emarosa A City Called Coma (Part II)

Cling to each rock

the wind is not on our side

pull yourself together it’s not much further

From the top on high smoke is finding its way to the sky

not a place I want to be, not a place I want to be

she sits pale skinned in a fire light

One message to change her mind

One message to change her life forever.

He climbs over the top no breath no breath

in his weak sick lungs she starts to run to the edge

at last it’s over.

Cling to each rock

the wind is not on our side.

She lays beside him his eyes so weak he can’t even make her out

but his body feels her all around him

She whispers something in his ear

that he takes to the grave

Hours pass before they reach the top, before they reach the top, before.

She’s waiting.

Emarosa But You Won’t Love A Ghost

Somebody ought to draw the line

Having you next to me.

We were both afraid to say what we think,

It’s part of the poetry.

If I let you go and I walk away it’s done,

But isn’t it enough to say I won’t.

Isn’t it enough to say I can’t?

And I just keep away for you.

Keep away for me.

You were a song to sing.

A way to say I need you more.

You need to stay.

You’ll see me again.

Is it right or wrong?

You’ll see me again.

We go on and on.

It’s worth the wait,

And all this time I’ve had to change.

You’ll see me again.

I know it won’t be long.

When it’s hard to break it’s hard to take,

And the reasons why I never made it through,

And I never gave you all the things that I wanted to.

If I let you go and I walk away for reasons I will never know.

I break.

You pray.

You’ll see me again.

Is it right or wrong?

You’ll see me again.

We go on and on.

It’s worth the wait,

And all this time I’ve had to change,

You’ll see me again.

I know it won’t be long.

But you won’t love a ghost.

I don’t and I feel you in my throat.

Another taste of love.

You’ll never know.

Never wait for it ‘and now the hand you hold

Is now the hand that holds you down.

You’ll see me again.

Is it right or wrong?

You’ll see me again.

We go on and on.

It’s worth the wait,

And all this time I’ve had to change.

You’ll see me again.

Emarosa Jesus Plays A Firebird

Wait! before you go..

Just leave love, beloved,

Dance, dance I will watch,

Smile as it burns.

In your white room

Pictures fade away.

So quiet I’m losing my voice,

With your voice.

Tonight we dance,

And fade all so quietly away.

With looks on fire she lured him

She said with words of a bitter past

Our future may lie a lesser known fiction,

My salvation my destroyer

You leave me reckless and without,

So reckless and without.

There’s no one above you,

These words hold true and if I found you

I’d love you forever

These thoughts that I have thought without you

Feed a blackened heart.

I see a light,

And it’s my life,

My question to the night

I ask

Will you ever hear my song?

Two worlds remain in harmony

As I stand by myself…

My God

Help me to find a way

To reach to you without

Falling apart myself,

My conscience-

A reason

To mask all of my doubts

If I ever felt brushed with your greatness,

I would always know I’d only weigh us down.

And when it all ends,

I felt nothing at all

Emarosa Heads Or Tails? Real Or Not

You loved it when my heart dropped, you paused, stopped, and walked away

Full of content that it went your way

These cuts that I’ve caused are never to deep to heal

Peel back the bandage, see a scar from countless careless things

And feel yourself drifting, pulled away

Well nothing feels real anymore

I’m not taking my time anymore

To show you how i feel

To show you who i am

Cause it’s locked away

We all need to find our way

Cut the loss, just walk away

Now head towards the light, the dark has no place here

I don’t feel real, and don’t feel right

This pain is beating.

You don’t feel real, I don’t feel real

Well nothing feels real anymore

I’m not taking my time anymore

Now head towards the light, the dark has no place here.

Well nothing feels real anymore

I’m not taking my time anymore

To show you how i feel

To show you who i am

Cause it’s locked away

The things we think about at night never lose taste

Take the close to find something greater

This wall has finally reached its end

Its higher ground, lets make a stand

Did you ever think that we would get this high

Pull back the sheets to find an ending that you prayed for.

Now head towards the light the dark has no place here.

Emarosa Cautious

I can’t help myself

Holdin’ onto anybody

You came into the light

I’ll stay strong, depending on it

Tried to love you like you love you

And I can’t blame myself, movin’ on

I know too many…

Lies

Why all the lies

And I’m takin’ it as a sign

Can you tell me what it feels like

Won’t give myself to anyone

Can you tell me how we get it right

Won’t give myself to just anybody

I believe in ecstasy

But you might never love me

So can you tell me how we get it right

I, I’ve got to be cautious

You can’t help yourself

Holdin’ on too many bodies

I came into the light

Only you, you don’t believe me

Tried to love you like you love you

Tryin’ to love you like

And I just can’t take them…

Lies

Why all the lies

And I’m takin’ it as a sign

Can you tell me what it feels like

Won’t give myself to anyone

Can you tell me how we get it right

Won’t give myself to just anybody

I believe in ecstasy

But you might never love me

So can you tell me how we get it right

I, I’ve got to be cautious

And the fear of bein’ alone

Is on your mind

When I say it isn’t enough

I’ll tell you why

The wrong direction of love

Will change your mind

And I’m takin’ it as a sign

Can you tell me what it feels like

Won’t give myself to anyone

Can you tell me how we get it right

Won’t give myself to just anybody

I believe in ecstasy

But you might never love me

So can you tell me how we get it right

I, I’ve got to be cautious

Can you tell me what it feels like

(I’m tellin’ you, I’m tellin’ you, ooh-whoa-whoa)

Can you tell me how we get it right

(Tell me what it feels like baby)

And I believe in ecstasy

But you might never love me

So can you tell me how we get it right, ooh

I, I’ve got to be cautious