gnash Lil Tokyo

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know it was so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know I was so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know you were so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know we were so

Back when we started out

I was hoping, thinking we could work it out

We were picture perfect

And I never ever missed a moment

Never no doubt

And I tell you tell you tell you

How much I miss you

Thinking that’ll solve all your other issues

So I’m lining up the shot and pull the trigger down

Life is kinda lifeless when you’re not around

Packing up and leaving to a different town

Distant in the distance naw I mean it

Just return the crown

Every night I’m dreaming and I’m screaming

That we’re headed downtown to lil Tokyo

So hit me let me take you now

Maybe a day like that can change it all

I mean like, who else could I call

Capture all these moments then we threw em away

Little prince and princess to the grave

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know it was so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know I was so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know you were so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know we were so

Going going gone

You’re moving moving on

It’s unfair for you to care only some of the time

I thought you just needed air and then nothing was fine

I know lavender is your favorite smell and color

And how your hair feels whenever you miss a shower

And how our cranes hang in your koreatown tower

And all your deepest thoughts when you’re in your darkest hour

If you didn’t love me then you leave me alone

And I know it’s probably wrong for me to answer the phone

But I’d rather make you smile then leave you lonely at home

Cause it kinda hurts to care but it hurts worse to have you gone

A pictures worth a thousand words

Collage them up to make them hurt

Read you bedtime stories till we’re both laying still

And use these memories for the words of my will

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know it was so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know I was so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know you were so

Disposable

Disposable

Didn’t know we were so

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t make you stay

Don’t want to make you go away

But I can’t stay hey hey

gnash Feel Better

If emotion’s a wave, then sad is a tidal

It’s a hell of a ride, but feeling is vital

‘Cause if we don’t then we won’t know it won’t last forever

If we feel together, then we’ll feel better

I don’t really understand this life

And why we’re all here

All I know is, when your hand’s in mine

The questions disappear

And I’m less obsessed with the reasons and guessin’

What life had in mind for me all this time

All the ups and the downs seem worth it

Feels like maybe we made it on purpose

You make me feel better

That’s all that I know, head to my toes

You make me feel better

I don’t know what that means, but it’s something to me that

You make me feel worth it and shake off the nervous

And wake up with purpose, it’s true

You make me feel better

So, I hope, I make you feel better too

I suppose I could propose, but this is how it comes and goes

And what we know ain’t all we know

And all my no’s and all my yeses taught me lessons

Overthinkin’ second guesses

I don’t usually do this, you know I been through it

Love hasn’t been good for my health

But you ain’t no plan B and you understand me

And I can’t keep my hands to myself

You make me feel better

That’s all that I know, head to my toes

You make me feel better

I don’t know what that means, but it’s something to me that

You make me feel worth it and shake off the nervous

And wake up with purpose, it’s true

You make me feel better

So, I hope, I make you feel better too

Ooh, I hope I make you feel better too

Ooh, ’cause I definitely feel better with you

I’m not good at much

Just singin’ songs and lovin’ you, but

Every time we touch

I know I’m doin’ what I’m s’posed to do

I’m not good at much

Just singin’ songs and lovin’ you, but

Every time we touch

All I wanna be is closer to

You make me feel better

That’s all that I know, head to my toes

You make me feel better

I don’t know what that means, but it’s something to me that

You make me feel worth it and shake off the nervous

And wake up, you’re perfect, it’s true

You make me feel better

So, I hope, I make you feel better too

Ooh, I hope, I make you feel better too

Ooh, I hope, I make you feel better too

Ooh, I hope, I make you feel better too

Ooh, ’cause I definitely feel better with you

gnash RIP

[Quiñ:]

Sorry if my physical’s looking invisible right now

But sometimes I could run away, I move slower in your time

Can you give me a moment babe?

Oh yeah, can you give me a moment, yeah?

I rested in pieces, I rest when we’re sleeping, I hate to be awake

Cause all the attention and all of your senses, I took ’em all away

Can you give me a moment, ye-ye-yeah?

Oh yeah, can you give me a moment, yeah?

[Gnash:]

I want you here right next to me, so we can rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

[Buddy:]

Yeah, you and me, truthfully we can be

Happy for eternity, just come with me

I can show you things you’ve never seen

Yes indeed, I can take you to your destiny

You best believe, I’m giving you the best of me

And I confess that there’s no place that I would rather be

Than underneath, in between, you’re in my dreams

So every night I go to sleep, I rest in peace

Reminiscing of nights with you on the phone with me

Telling me how you wanna be all alone with me

So now that you’re finally in the zone with me

Girl I wanna see everything that you told me

Vamanos, I think we’re getting kinda close

We’re slipping into comatose, gross

[Gnash:]

I want you here right next to me, so we can rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

We rest in peace, we rest in peace, we rest in peace

[Quiñ:]

We rest in pieces

I don’t wanna, don’t wanna, don’t wanna hurt you baby

But I know that I will, that I will, will, sooner or later

Find out, first baby

Get you in the morning light

Maybe, then baby, we could be alright, yeah

Alright, can you hold me tight right now?

Rest in peace, rest in peace with me

All along

gnash Crash With Me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Fall asleep

Crash with me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Fall asleep

On the 101 at 1:01 and on the run

From the demons in the soul inside the monster you’ve become

And I should’ve trusted judgment, something’s up and jumped from jump

‘Cuz you gave me all the reasons to be leavin’, love is love, yeah

This don’t feel right no more, no sleepless nights no more

I don’t need strife no more, I don’t need life no more

Baby I know it’s late, but I’ve got one more thing to say

Crash with me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Fall asleep

Crash with me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Fall asleep

On the 1 at one because the one that was the one

Won the game but lost my love so I was gone before the sun

And I swore that I was safe from all the damage to be done

Heavy my eyes totaled tons, met early demise, hit and run

Driving, flying thru these red lights and all I see is headlights

And you gave me those red lights, those almost kinda dead lights

I’m driving into my fate, I’ll make loving you my last mistake

Crash with me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Fall asleep

Crash with me

Crash with me

Crash with me

Fall asleep

Our car crash hearts felt perfect till the impact

And everyone just watched, and karma is the whiplash

Please know I always loved you, all I wanted was your hand

I’m gone but dreaming of you

I hope you understand

I hope you understand

I hope you understand

gnash Nobody’s Home

Woah, nobody’s home, I’m all alone

Guess I’ll just sit here and stare at my phone

When I’m all alone, you don’t even know

How bad I’d love to be alone with you

And I could go, put on a hoodie and sweats

And then take a walk to coffee, and get back into bed

But my bed and my head and the heart that you read

In my chest are a mess since the second you left

And I’m lying awake and impatiently place

In the hallways and taking the pictures from frames

An arrangement today, sees in basses you made

Are all dead and alone, like I am and I hope that

Maybe I’ll forget you someday

But today is just another Monday

So, nobody’s home, I’m all alone

Guess it’s just whiskey we need and my phone

I’m on my own, I didn’t know

I don’t like this feeling

And all that I know is I’m lonelier in my room (in my room, yeah)

And all that I need is somebody who’s lonely too

I’d love to be alone with you

And now we’re king and queen, a quiet night’s in

We do the food and watch a movie and then do it again

Then now the castle that we built is just as ’bout, we split rent

And now it’s slowly sinking in that I don’t have many friends

But when I sleep at night I dream that we is you and I

But when I wake, I’m paralyzed, the bed is frozen on your side

Been sleep, as always, inside for five days

Been asking my brain who’s waking up at your place

I hope I’ll forget you someday

But today is just another Monday

So, nobody’s home, I’m all alone

Guess it’s just whiskey we need and my phone

I’m on my own, I didn’t know

I don’t like this feeling

And all that I know is I’m lonelier in my room (in my room, yeah)

And all that I need is somebody who’s lonely too

I’d love to be alone with you, you, you

I’d love to be alone with you, with you, with you

I’d love to be alone with

I know that I got a couple of voids I could fill

I promise you, one day I will

But if I can avoid them, now, lord knows, I will

Maybe I’ll forget you someday

Hey, baby, maybe one day

Or maybe after Sunday

When nobody’s home, I’m all alone

Guess it’s just whiskey we need and my phone

I’m on my own, I didn’t know

I don’t like this feeling

And all that I know is I’m lonelier in my room, yeah

And all that I need is somebody who’s lonely too

I’d love to be alone with you, you, you

All that I know is, I’d love to be alone with you

I’d love to be alone with you, you, you

I’ll be going crazy, patient waiting, baby, when you coming through

I’d love to be alone with you

gnash Stargazing

[Vancouver:]

I’ll make plans for us

I haven’t met you yet

I’m just laying here, gazing into the future

And I can’t wait for it

[Gnash:]

I was thinking

We can take a drive

We can take a ride

Get a little high

We can stay the night

On the hood of my car, dancing under the stars

Thinking ’bout who we are in the light of the dark

These constellations are confirmation

That my constant patience has been worth it’s weight in gold

I can’t wait until we’re gone but until then we’re

Stargazing

Stargazing

We’re stargazing

Stargazing

At the same stars tonight

[Vancouver:]

I’ll make plans for us

I haven’t met you yet

I’m just laying here, gazing into the future

And I can’t wait for it

gnash The Broken Hearts Club

I need emotion, Novocaine, I need a numbing of my brain

I need somethin’ to take away the remains of your name

I need amnesia for a day and an umbrella for the rain

That hasn’t gone away since you said you didn’t need me

Lately been thinkin’ maybe

There’s a place we won’t feel so crazy

Then in a hazy mid-morning daydream

I found a shady spot that they saved me

They said, “Come be the newest member of the broken hearts club

We hate every little thing about the people that we love

We’re the let-down, we’re the lied-to, where the lost go when it finds you

Where the lonely make the lonely feel less lonely, and we’re dyin’ to

Invite you to stay, and take away the pain

‘Cause misery loves company, so hey, what do you say?”

And at first I wasn’t sure if there’s even a cure

For what I’m feelin’, ’cause what I’m feeling’s been feelin’ more and more absurd

The repeating in my head of every last word that you said

Feels like ever since you left, you still won’t leave me

And lately, been thinkin’ maybe

There might be a place we won’t feel so crazy

For changing the way you made me

And in a daydream, I let them save me

I’m the newest member of the broken hearts club

We hate every little thing about the people that we love

We’re the let-down, we’re the lied-to, where the lost go when it finds you

Where the lonely make the lonely feel less lonely, and we’re dyin’ to

Invite you to stay, and take away the pain

‘Cause misery loves company, so hey, what do you say?

I guess if you can’t beat ’em, join ’em

That’s what they always say

Let’s go inside, let’s coincide

And all commiserate

Singin’, we’re the newest members of the broken hearts club

We still feel pretty lonely and we wish we didn’t, but

We’re the newest members of the broken hearts club

And we all kinda hate it, but it’s easier than love

Singin’, we’re the newest members of the broken hearts club

And we still feel pretty lonely and we wish we didn’t, but

We’re the newest members of the broken hearts club

And we all kinda hate it…

gnash Home

[Johnny Yukon:]

Doesn’t matter where we are

We are never far apart, no

Doesn’t matter where we go

When I’m with you I am home

Yeah, I am home

[gnash:]

I think it was last year on my birthday when you broke the news

Things ain’t rollin’ how we need them to and we have to move

But I said, “Dad, get those moving boxes out the room”

And cut the cake, I’ll get it, I got it, I’ll give my all for you

Too many memories and feelings I’m not down to pack

So lately I’ve been putting all this weight up on my back

I know that’s never what you wanted dad, but understand

We can’t afford another heart attack to keep the fam intact

It’s whatever as long as we stick together

This shit’s forever, above us there’s nothin’ better

Do you remember when you said “Do what you love

And don’t give up, it’s in your blood”

That’s when you taught me that

If all I have is me, then all I need is family

If all I have is home, then all I am is happy

I may not know it all but I do know this

Home isn’t where you are, it’s who you’re with and it…

[Johnny Yukon:]

Doesn’t matter where we are

We are never far apart, no

Doesn’t matter where we go

When I’m with you I am home

Yeah, I am home

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

When I’m with you I am home

Yeah, I am home

[gnash:]

No matter where we go, we’ll call it home

So no matter where we go, we’re not alone

Why fix something if it isn’t broke?

You call it holding on, I call it hope

I’m not tryna make my sister move or tryna change my momma’s mood

So I got all this shit to do to make sure movin’s not the move

‘Cause lately I’ve been feeling all this pressure within

But one day we gon’ all be back together again

So for now I’m on my grind, workin’ all the time

Sending all these dollars, dimes to you

When I’m out there on the road, you can always hit my phone

So I’m always right there next to you

Now I’m missin’ all these birthdays

Just to put my family in a good place

‘Cause that’s all that i wanted in the first place

‘Cause I only do it for my family

So we good because…

When I get it all, I’mma give it all to you

And when I get it all, I’mma give it all to you

And know I did it all, yeah I did it all for you

When I’m with you I am home

Yeah, I am home

[Johnny Yukon:]

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

When I’m with you I am home

Yeah, I am home

gnash Rumours

[Gnash:]

I don’t fuck with no rumours

Girl, I know you’re the truth

So fuck whatever it is you heard

Cause I ain’t me without you

So tell me the lies they told you first

Cause that shit ain’t nothing new

Cause I don’t fuck with no rumours

I don’t fuck with no rumours

No, no

I love to make you less lonely

Fuck everything that they told me

I want the old you that loved the old me

Right here, right now; what’s the story?

Love me or leave me alone

I know I’m not all you know

We woke out our past, God, I hope this lasts

But if we clash let me know

People talk about me like it’s nothing

But inside I’ve got all of these problems

People make ’em happen

By spreading rumours and bullshit

And that’s why I got ’em

If I share all of my secrets

Promise me that you will keep ’em close

And if we’re diving in the deep end

I need to share all my demons

[Mark Johns:]

I don’t fuck with no rumours

Boy, I know you’re the truth

So fuck whatever it’s you heard

Cause I ain’t me without you

So tell me the lies they tell you first

Cause that shit ain’t nothing new

Cause I don’t fuck with no rumours

I don’t fuck with no rumours

No, no

A little blue bird once said to me

That boy will make you lonely

People talk too much

When they talk to nobody

I’ve seen your type ’round here before

Your type’s the type that I ignore

Usually, but something ’bout you is

New to me, got through to me

And I know what they say about you

But I know that you’ll change

I don’t doubt you, I’m all about you

I’ll fight for you, I’ll shout you out, I’ll ride with you

They’ll bring us up and we’ll hold it down

And I’ll side with you

[Gnash & Mark Johns:]

I don’t fuck with no rumours

I know you’re the truth

So fuck whatever it’s you heard

Cause I ain’t me without you

So tell me the lies they tell you first

Cause that shit ain’t nothing new

Cause I don’t fuck with no rumours

I don’t fuck with no rumours

No, no, no, no

gnash Left Out

Feeling left out

From the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead

I been left out, lied to, talked about and used

Stared down and laughed at, while walking out of school

You wanna put the blame on me the feeling’s nothing new

You wanna hang more pain on me there’s nothing you can do

A moment lasts inside this coffin, I’m buried often

Every time you’re calling once you’re starting there’s no stopping

You know what, I pick my phone up, know you can hear me, just show up and show love, just want you near me

But like does that even feel right cause I don’t want you if anyone can hold you all through the night

And is it even fair or worth for me to put up a fight, just to prove that I’m the one and you still leave out of spite

No more broken hearts to fall apart to broken promise, no more playing cards with broken shards with ghosts to haunt us

And we don’t gotta put all this care beyond us, but you don’t gotta be scared to be honest

Feeling left out

From the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead

I thought a lot lately, please

I wanna stop playing these games

Your mom and pops hate me

And now I’m probably not your top choice as you’re drinking on the rocks lately ha

I wanna confess, I wanna die when you’re brought up by friends, and every night I’m haunted in bed so I cry every drop is a sin

And I think I’m healing again but every feeling I’m feeling is like I’m peeling the skin

Always dealing with women at every show and event but when we’re home or if we’re out you’re on your phone every second

Said that I’m an ass, I said I think you’re right

So every conversation turns to basically a fight

Stare into my eyes tell me what you need

As I pray to God that you never leave

Feeling left out

From the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead