HOLYCHILD Pretend Believe

Understand the flow when you’re with me

Realize it’s nothing but free speech

Baby you and me we can have it all

Treat me like I’m some kind of princess

Tell me words you would never confess

I will coo until I know I’m not first

As we float pretend it is ok

Lie to me and tell me it’s my way

Put your hands upon me and shake my mind

Know that there is nothing that I’d like

Better than to spend just the whole night

Falsifying life in a motel room

Dreaming of a quiet mirror

Please don’t ever, say it’s not that way

Dreaming I won’t see you clearer

Please don’t ever, say it’s not that way

Relative is all that we know to

Make our minds into thoughts we see through

Live like me and baby you’ll have it all

I would lie if I said I did know

Find true love in my silly symbols

Stay in bed you know it’s the only way

Dreaming of a quiet mirror

Please don’t ever, say it’s not that way

Dreaming I won’t see you clearer

Please don’t ever, say it’s not that way

So if you see me first, please, stay with me in this sweet scene

I’m not leaving for you, I’ll lie down before you

And when you’re not enchanted, just walk away unnoticed

Don’t tell me you’re sorry. Make me leave my party

You know it’s easy in here, to control pain that I wear

Relative is all that we know to

Make our minds into thoughts we see through

Live like me and baby you’ll have it all

Dreaming of a quiet mirror

Please don’t ever, say it’s not that way

Dreaming I won’t see you clearer

Please don’t ever, say it’s not that way

HOLYCHILD Not Invited

[Mereki:]

Uh, oh, I got that feeling again

Deep down, I hear it rumblin’

It’s like I’m locked out, I’m not part of your clique

I wasn’t invited to the party

Uh oh, I feel so stupid for caring

Get off, my tummy keeps on scrambling

Like another one from the part of your gang

I wasn’t invited to the party

[HOLYCHILD:]

I’m not part of your crew

Do I really wanna be anyway?

I’m not really that cool

I like to do things my own way

Just gotta be true

Don’t really wanna go anyway

Don’t care about cool

I like to do things my own way

A lot nicer, I’m sweeter than all your friends

If you are hurting, I’ll be there til the end

I know I’m funnier, got more shit to say

So I don’t know why

I’m still feeling this way (oh, oh)

I’m still feeling this way (oh, oh)

I’m still feeling this way (oh, oh)

I’m still feeling…

I wasn’t invited to the party

Everybody loves me when I say the words that they want

It’s like, “Blah, blah, blah, so famous, I heard you’re lots of fun”

I don’t care about your accolades, I don’t wanna go

Cause I’m tired of the game and I’m sorry for the show

Everybody tells me who to be if I’m standing there

Talk to so-and-so forever but they won’t even hear

And your friends will all be judging me cause that’s all they know

Yeah, I’m tired of the game and I’m sorry for the show

[Mereki & HOLYCHILD:]

I’m not part of your crew

Do I really wanna be anyway?

I’m not really that cool

I like to do things my own way

Just gotta be true

Don’t really wanna go anyway

Don’t care about cool

I like to do things my own way

[x2]

My own way

My own way…

HOLYCHILD Plastered Smile

I’m always far below

The underdog that shows

Hold me together this time

And when I’m broken through

Retreating far from you

Try to remember it’s fine

On all the lightest days

I slip beneath the haze

Of tighter bodies than mine

And while my eyes are true

They’re always far from new

Don’t blame yourself, we’ll blame the time

It’s always up, up, up

It’s always mine

Argue for whatever this time

And so we wash our skin

So clean but not within

Plaster on your smile this time

My fate is up to those

Dictating beauty flows

I’ll hide away until the night

And in the darkness pure

Our senses won’t be sure

Relying only on the trite

Just sick of all the pain

And Puritan-like shame

That follows me into the light

This doesn’t need to be

We could just all break free

Salvation lies beyond the fight

It’s always up, up, up

It’s always mine

Argue for whatever this time

And so we wash our skin

So clean but not within

Plaster on your smile this time

We’re diving into all you say you know

Tied together still alone, darling

Frustrated and I know it’s getting old

Jealous of the young and gold toys

Please tell me you agree with what you see

Lies are sweetest when we’re not free

I’ll say that I’m never affected when

Guilt is shaking up my head

Let me go

It’s always up, up, up

It’s always mine

Argue for whatever this time

It’s always up, up, up

It’s always mine

Argue for whatever this time

And so we wash our skin

So clean but not within

Plaster on your smile this time

HOLYCHILD Barbie Nation

Maybe when my womb is broken open and I can

Hold you with the joy of knowing there is no other

Fear will slip away and I can know that finally

Love is something I’ll know

Always had the tendency to believe

Hiding from the truth could maybe set you free

After you dance that Hollywood mingle

Surrender yourself to the dream

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

But the bodies and lips moving

Hips sway, hearts drop

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

Cause we’re bred from Barbie Nation

We know pure elation, yeah

Suddenly within the little frame that I know

You’ll grow into every corner shamed by the shadow

Sweetening the years when we grow together

Drinking all that TV glow

I can never shade you no, you will see

All the dark and lovely flow you will be

Stronger cause you’ll always know the woman’s weight

And happier than I’ll ever be

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

But the bodies and lips moving

Hips sway, hearts drop

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

Cause we’re bred from Barbie Nation

We know pure elation, yeah

I’d rather love you madly

Than divulge truth this sadly

We can continue facades

It’s all fine and I know it’s not for me

Despite all honesty here

Disputing kingdom failure

Just make your body nicer

Stand up taller, the world is watching you

Here

There

Where?

Where?

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

But the bodies and lips moving

Hips sway, hearts drop

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

But the bodies and lips moving

Hips sway, hearts drop

I know you and me are not so much

I know you and me can make it far

Cause we’re bred from Barbie Nation

We know pure elation, yeah…

HOLYCHILD Regret You

Won’t you let me know you when the days are all gone?

It’s like I never knew

That love was made by two

I scare myself by lusting for the harder dreamers

And after finding you

I see that now it’s true

It’s never what I’m told but how I chose to make it

Won’t you let me know you when the days are all gone?

Sleeping on your shoulder while you’re driving your car, yeah

Boy we ride forever when you’re flying with me

Yeah I’ll always let you know

Won’t regret you when I go

You’re sweetest when you see

This world is choking me

I always hold my breathe and hope it will be over

Your hands upon my neck

This beauty and reflex

Let’s transcend all the worst and find it while we’re running

Won’t you let me know you when the days are all gone?

Sleeping on your shoulder while you’re driving your car, yeah

Boy we ride forever when you’re flying with me

Yeah I’ll always let you know

Won’t regret you when I go

My heart breaks

For all the wasted time

The fire’s just beginning

We’re farther

There’s nothing left but lust

We’re primal no denying

Would you say that we are all believers

Of some deeper truth? Religion might redeem us and oh

I’ll hold you

Until the night is done

Until the party’s swaying

Won’t you let me know you when the days are all gone?

Sleeping on your shoulder while you’re driving your car, yeah

Boy we ride forever when you’re flying with me

Yeah I’ll always let you know

Won’t regret you when I go

HOLYCHILD Monumental Glow

I know it’s mine until

The day your head will fill

The little things they get me crazy

The only way you know me, baby

I’ll shut my mouth as told

Leave judgment for the bold

We’re only running just to catch up

Believing that we never fucked up

The monuments will show

We were meant for so much better

Betraying all the glow

Heavenly and held forever

Proceeding eyes will hold

Fragments of the plastic gathered

Let go of the shame

They won’t know the blame

I lose myself in skies

Supporting all my cries

We’ll stop for more and we’ll just undress

It only matters when you’re famous

It’s frantic when you choose

Perception gripping you

I’m living for the hedonistic

It only matters when you risk it

The monuments will show

We were meant for so much better

Betraying all the glow

Heavenly and held forever

Proceeding eyes will hold

Fragments of the plastic gathered

Let go of the shame

They won’t know the blame

You go away

I know that I can call anytime

But hours shake the girl

Making me unsure

I know that I can fumble the days

My words will slip all over the days

Cause time is pushing through

And nothing’s stopping you

So baby won’t you hold up my hair

And tell me that you always will care

With bile on my lips

And falling off in drips

The saddest part is living for one

When every moment we’re told to run

And I’m not meant for this

Retreating for the bliss

The monuments will show

We were meant for so much better

Betraying all the glow

Heavenly and held forever

Proceeding eyes will hold

Fragments of the plastic gathered

Let go of the shame

They won’t know the blame

The monuments will show

We were meant for so much better

Betraying all the glow

Heavenly and held forever

Proceeding eyes will hold

Fragments of the plastic gathered

Let go of the shame

They won’t know the blame

HOLYCHILD Power Play

Does this look fat on me?

Do you think I should buy this?

Looks good, right?

It’s on sale

My happiness is dripping

From wrinkles just beginning

Terrified of the future

Self conscious in this cycle

And when I think of time past

And wasting body tightness

I cry for all the babies

Their beauty quickly fading

I just wanna go

How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf?

I love your happy endings

Control my reckless spending

I need some medication

Something to make me feel thin

Despite the local growing

Sensation of the knowing

It’s only getting hotter

I’ll always be the monster

I just wanna go

How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf?

All I wanna know

Is this future power play discoing a secret way?

Botox, diet, don’t be lonely

Lip injections, you’re the only

Honest liar, listen closely

Life is more than social posting, yeah

Yeah, yeah

I just wanna go

How can I be myself when you put me on a shelf?

All I wanna know

Is this future power play discoing a secret way?

HOLYCHILD Every Time I Fall

I’ll never give it all to you

The damsel’s not my story, too

I can’t purr like those kittens do

And then my mind’s made up on you

Bred of the kitchen and the coup

If I could trust you’d have me too

Every time I fall, I can have it all

I won’t let you know

Before I let you go (no no no)

I can have it all (no no no)

Every time I fall, fall away

I can have it all my way

I’ll never leave it all today with you

Every time I fall, fall away

I don’t even have to say

I know my story’s not the same with you

One day you know you’ll have me, too

My dreams will twist and follow you

I won’t purr like those kittens do

And when I drop, I drop for you

And when I give it all, it’s new

You’ll have my mind before it’s true

Every time I fall, I can have it all

I won’t let you know

Before I let you go (no no no)

I can have it all (no no no)

Every time I fall, fall away

I can have it all my way

I’ll never leave it all today with you

Every time I fall, fall away

I don’t even have to say

I know my story’s not the same with you

Every time I fall, fall away

I can have it all my way

I’ll never leave it all today with you

Every time I fall, fall away

I don’t even have to say

I know my story’s not the same with you

HOLYCHILD Lying Too

[HOLYCHILD:]

You and me were never true

You and me were never true

Always, always lying, too

Always, always lying, too

You make it all my fault

You got my name, now hold on

We’re always hiding from

The truth, the words, the worst, the realest

These dreams are taking me

Turn my life into magic

It’s never what you see

The truth, the words, the worst, the realest

You and me were never true

You and me were never true

Always, always lying, too

Never true, never true

[Tkay Maidza:]

[?] coloring your cold slick face

Caught red handed and it’s not fix pay

Up with manners but I know which way

You just gettin’ this no hella health

The culprit you ain’t better than

[?]

You and me were never true

You and me were never true

Always, always lying, too

[HOLYCHILD:]

It’s a shame you’re so beautiful

Cause you get fucked, oh

Cause you get fucked, oh

Cause you get fucked

It’s a shame you’re so beautiful

Cause you get fucked, oh

Cause you get fucked, oh

Cause you get fucked