Janine And The Mixtape When I’m Broken

Here I am caught up

Wanting you to be everything you said you would be for me

Knowing that nothing we shared was real

I guess forever’s just a temporary feel

You won’t be happy ’til my back’s off the wall

So you can kick my feet from under me and laugh while I fall

You won’t be happy ’til my back is up off the wall

So you can kick my feet from under me and laugh while I fall

You’re the reason I fall

Never see but

We shared each other’s bodies a few hundred times

And here we are pretending we don’t know each other’s faces

We shared each other’s bodies a few hundred times

And here we are pretending we don’t know each other’s faces

[Chorus:]

You like me more when I am broken

Is that why you just try to hurt me?

You had your mouth full of forevers

Forever’s for me when I’m weak

Forever’s for me when I’m weak

[2x:]

Here we are, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, here we are

It’s hard for you, it’s hard, isn’t it?

Creating all this trouble and at the same time living in it

It can’t be you though

Must be everybody else, everybody else, everybody you know

Break me down, piece by piece, I know that you like it

Wait ’til my lungs are on their last breath and go and strike it

Break me down, piece by piece, I know that you like it

Wait ’til my lungs are on their last breath then go and strike me down

Then go and strike me down

We shared each other’s bodies a few hundred times

And here we are pretending we don’t know each other’s faces

We shared each other’s bodies a few hundred times

And here we are pretending we don’t know each other’s faces

[Chorus:]

You like me more when I am broken

Is that why you just try to hurt me?

You had your mouth full of forevers

Forever’s for me when I’m weak

Forever’s for me when I’m weak

[2x:]

Here we are, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, here we are

You love me when I’m broken

What does that say about you?

What does that say about you?

What does that say about you?

Think about it

I don’t think you want me

As much as you wanna say that you had me

No you don’t even want me

You just wanna say that you had me, had me, had me

Should have gotten me

You’re without me

Should have gotten me

When I’m broken, you just love me when I’m broken, don’t you?

When I’m broken, you just love me when I’m broken, don’t you?

When I’m broken, you just love me when I’m broken, don’t you?

Janine And The Mixtape Get Through This Again

Some days can just be harder then the ones that came before

One step in front of the other, when my foot’s stuck to the floor

I’m getting closer to things that I worked for

and everything that I dreamed to be

But I’m feeling heavy, thoughts getting scary

they’re haunting me

Hold on, this too will end

We’ve been through worse shit, and we made strong

Gonna get through this again

We don’t need to pretend

I know it’s bad right now and it’s gonna hurt

Gonna get through this again

I know it’s been hard on you, you’ve lose more then your share

I can’t sell you it will be easy, but I can say I’ll be there

And you’re getting closer to things that you’ve worked for

and everything you believed could be

And you’re feeling heavy, [?] lately

It’s hard to see

Hold on, this too will end

We’ve been through worse shit, and we made strong

Gonna get through this again

We don’t need to pretend

I know it’s bad right now and it’s gonna hurt

Gonna get through this again

[?]

Just waiting for things to be alright

I’ve got your back and you’ve got mine

It’s just gonna take time to be alright

There may be shadows because we’re illuminated

Don’t you see, you’ve got this, we’ve got this

Hold on, this too will end

We’ve been through worse shit, and we made strong

Gonna get through this again

We don’t need to pretend

I know it’s bad right now and it’s gonna hurt

Gonna get through this again

Janine And The Mixtape Little Bit

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

Was taken by a stranger and left with an enemy

And even thought he’s put away, still lives inside of me

And thought it gets heavy and its hard to see

I still believe in something bigger than me

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

Dont leave me all alone cause its dark in here

And I’m afraid these memories are more than I can bare

And if one thing changed it might still be alight

Everything comes back to a call that night

And I can never sleep the same, I can never trust the same

I could never love the same

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

Dont tell me it will go away, I wont be the same

Ever, but I can be better, this truth aint pretty

But neither is self-pity

So I’m giving it back

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

Waiting on you

I can be a little bit up and a little bit down

But it ain’t nothing new

Janine And The Mixtape Let It Run

[Chorus:]

This is holding hands with a Dark Mind

Don’t let your palms get sweaty

This is holding hands with a Dark Mind

Don’t let your palms get sweaty

[Verse 1:]

If you start, don’t stop

Till you feel what I got

Let you in and let it out

So I can move

Better than, I was before

Fresher than those kicks

You never wore

Lead you in, cause I want out

Let me move

You, you know

I’m gonna let you know

Maybe if I share it then I won’t have to wear it

Let it run over your shoulders

You know

I’m gonna let you know

If you hear it, if you hear it

Take it off let it breath so I don’t have to bare it

[Chorus:]

This is holding hands with a Dark Mind

Don’t let your palms get sweaty

This is holding hands with a Dark Mind

Don’t let your palms get sweaty

[Verse 2:]

If you like, you can stay

Can’t Promise, I’ll do the same

Time is short and I’m 5’2

Let it run

Imagery, don’t wanna see

Block it out, it’s trapped in me

Pick it up and start again

Let it run

You, you know

I’m gonna let you know

Maybe if I share it then I won’t have to wear it

Let it run over your shoulders

You know

I’m gonna let you know

If you hear it, if you hear it

Take it off let it breath so I don’t have to bare it

[Chorus:]

This is holding hands with a Dark Mind

Don’t let your palms get sweaty

This is holding hands with a Dark Mind

Don’t let your palms get sweaty

Janine And The Mixtape Unstable

Maybe it’s better if we both say nothing

Walk away like we never knew

Fuck that, I’m begging you

Please say something

You said, “I know that we can make it work”

But loving you is chaos

But the fire is incredible

And, baby, we know we can work it out

Come here and work it out

Take me on the table

I know sometimes that we’re unstable

Just say my name, I’ll take you, take you back, oh

Take me there, I’ll take you back, oh

Take me on the table

I know sometimes that we’re unstable, stable

Just say my name, I’ll take you, take you back, oh

Take me there, I’ll take you back, oh

Take me on the

Take me on the

Take me on the

Kiss back and forth, I can’t count how many

Times we’ve said goodbye

Love your smile, but I can’t count how many

Times you’ve made me cry

You cried too when we vowed to forget it

And every day I wish I could forgive it

But if you just tell me you’ll never lie to me

I’ll show you just what I need

Take me on the table

I know sometimes that we’re unstable

Just say my name, I’ll take you, take you back, oh

Take me there, I’ll take you back, oh

Take me on the table

I know sometimes that we’re unstable, stable

Just say my name, I’ll take you, take you back, oh

Take me there, I’ll take you back, oh

Show me pictures of the sun

Hold me in the rain

Fuck me up, fuck me good

Do it all again

Pull my hair back

Make the pleasure, mask the pain

Do it all again

I know, I know you love me, but your alone

You bring me to the top

To throw me down to zero

I know, I know I’m sleepin’ with the devil

You make me cry to dry my eyes and be the hero

Take me on the table

I know sometimes that we’re unstable (we’re unstable)

Just say my name, I’ll take you, take you back, oh

Take me there, I’ll take you back, oh

Take me on the table

I know sometimes that we’re unstable, stable

Just say my name, I’ll take you, take you back, oh

Take me there, I’ll take you back, oh

Janine And The Mixtape Old Beside You

Old beside you, gettin’ old beside you

Gettin’ old beside you, gettin’ old beside you

[Chorus:]

Take all I am and be gone in the morning

I don’t want to remember you

Your selfish ways and you’re so damn cold

I can feel myself gettin’ old beside you

Gettin’ old beside you [x9]

You actually surprise me by provin’ everyone else right

You’re all about you

Thought you were good deep down

Even though I knew you were buggin’ around

Behind my back

And I ain’t ever been the type to put up with that

But I was a trophy, you put me on a shelf

To show me off, then blow me off

And here I am, sittin’ ’round like the furniture

Yeah you called me, that’s what you called me

No you ain’t gonna call me

Your fake world, your fake friends, I ain’t stickin’ around

Was the only thing true to you

But now I’m through with you

[Chorus:]

Take all I am and be gone in the morning

I don’t want to remember you

Your selfish ways and you’re so damn cold

I can feel myself gettin’ old beside you

Gettin’ old beside you [x9]

Get my body up, you’re a person, I should listen

When you aim to hurt, you move in slow motion

I think you’re my karma for letting someone good go

And I know you’re perfect, too, but I remember two times two

And we both know that ain’t the worst part

You got the worst heart

[Chorus:]

Take all I am and be gone in the morning

I don’t want to remember you

Your selfish ways and you’re so damn cold

I can feel myself gettin’ old beside you

Gettin’ old beside you [x9]

Janine And The Mixtape Bullets

[Verse 1:]

Stack it up, stack it up high

Sometimes I might cry

Sometimes I might lie

About the pain your causing me

Stack it up, stack it up high

Sometimes I might cry

Sometimes I might lie

But I’m still dodging bullets

[Chorus:]

I’m still counting bullets

One by one by one

And I’ll build a tower for you

When I when I when I when I am done

[Instrumental beat]

[Verse 2x:]

Stick it up then reload

What the hell do we know

Grab your things and just go

My minds in a dark place

Stick it up and reload

What the hell do you know

I got shot but I guess I learned to dodge

[Chorus:]

I’m still counting bullets

One by one by one

And I’ll build a tower for you

When I when I when I when I am done

[Bridge 2x:]

Tell me what you know about pain

Cover my eyes and brace myself

Pa-pa-pa pull the trigger

[Chorus:]

I’m still counting bullets

One by one by one

And I’ll build a tower for you

When I when I when I when I am done

Janine And The Mixtape Never The Right Time

Yeah, eh eh, yeah

Can I hold ya?

I could hold you down

But, it’s never the right, never the right time

We could change things now

But, this isn’t the right, it’s never the right time

Round and round, music’s loud

Feeling a little drunk of that look in the side of your eyes

You and me were just cool

But, I rather be on you not the passenger side

You just broke up your hell

And I’m back with someone new

If we had more time in the same zone, he could have been you

I could hold you down

But, it’s never the right, never the right time

We could change things now

But, this isn’t the right, it’s never the right time

Never the right time

(Never the right, never the right time)

Here we are, in my place

Would invite you up, but we know how this shit might go down

I’m twisted, confused

And I really want you

But I don’t want to ruin what we have now

I could play songs, talk to you all night

Day after day

You lean over, kiss my cheek goodbye

I have no words to say

I could hold you down

But, it’s never the right, never the right time

We could change things now

But, this isn’t the right, it’s never the right time

Ooh, oh, oh oh, oh, oh

(Never the right, never the right time)

Janine And The Mixtape Cold Out

Rainy night, new mind

Pick it up, see what you find

Don’t give it back, don’t give it back

I don’t want it

It’s cold out

Rainy night, you might

Pick it up, see what you find

Don’t give it back, don’t give it back

I don’t want it

It’s cold out

Feels best when I’m on top

Waiting for the drop

Say it’s all about the ride

But what does it mean if you ain’t by my side?

So I move a little slower

Take my time before I come back to you

Baby if you want to, call me up

I got smoke in my lungs, come fill me up

And I’m looking at the bottom of the cup

Everything is hazy, everything is hazy

Baby if you want to, call me up

I got smoke in my lungs, come fill me up

And I’m looking at the bottom of the cup

Everything is hazy, everything is hazy

Rainy night, new mind

Pick it up, see what you find

Don’t give it back, don’t give it back

I don’t want it

It’s cold out

Rainy night, you might

Pick it up, see what you find

Don’t give it back, don’t give it back

I don’t want it

It’s cold out

Rainy night, you might

Pick it up, see what you find

Don’t give it back, don’t give it back

I don’t want it

It’s cold out

Rainy night, you might

Pick it up, see what you find

Don’t give it back, don’t give it back

I don’t want it

It’s cold out

Baby if you want to, call me up

I got smoke in my lungs, come fill me up

And I’m looking at the bottom of the cup

Everything is hazy, everything is hazy

Baby if you want to, call me up

I got smoke in my lungs, come fill me up

And I’m looking at the bottom of the cup

Everything is hazy, everything is hazy

Janine And The Mixtape Believed In You

I believed, I believed, I believed, I believed in love

And I can’t, and I can’t, and I can’t get back what’s lost

And now I lay eyes closed with a blade, he stole my trust

And then he held my hand, with my [?]

Send me on fire and it was godless

You watched me burn, got me ruthless

I believed in love for a moment

I believed in you, you

I believed in you

I believed in you

I believed in you

(I will never be the same)

I believed in you

(I will never be the same)

I was bleeding, and bleeding, and bleeding on the floor

I don’t cry, I don’t cry, I don’t cry, I don’t cry no more

Now I walk in a line with a knife ready to fight

And if you try me again, one of us gonna lose a life

Send me on fire and it was godless

You watched me burn, got me ruthless

I believed in love for a moment

I believed in you, you

I believed in you

I believed in you

I believed in you

(I will never be the same)

I believed in you

(I will never be the same)

Send me on fire and it was godless

You watched me burn, got me ruthless

I believed in love for a moment

I believed in you

I believed in you

I believed in you

I believed in you

I believed in you

(I will never be the same)

I believed in you

(I will never be the same)