Matt Maeson Hallucinogenics

Pushing past the limit

Trippin’ on hallucinogenics

My cigarette burnt my finger

‘Cause I forgot I lit it

Ripping with my sinners

Because fuck it man, I ain’t no beginner

And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn’t live in

‘Cause I couldn’t open up

I’m always shiftin

Go find yourself a man who’s strong and tall and Christian

Pushing past the limit

Trippin’ on hallucinogenics

My cigarette burnt my finger

‘Cause I forgot I lit it

Drunken in Seattle

To both ends without a paddle

I don’t remember your face or your hair or your name or your smile

‘Cause I just couldn’t open up

I’m always shifting

Go find yourself a man who’s strong and tall and Christian

Pushing past the limit

Trippin’ on hallucinogenics

And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn’t live in

‘Cause I carried on like the wayward son

Now through and through I have come undone

And now I am just but the wayward man

What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands

‘Cause I carried on like the wayward son

And now through and through I have come undone

And now I am just but the wayward man

What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands

Pushing past the limit

Trippin’ on hallucinogenics

My cigarette burnt my finger

Cause I forgot I lit it

Matt Maeson Straight Razor

Hey Mr. Stargazer

Give me a straight razor

Don’t let it all faze her

When minors gets so major

‘Cause it don’t stop

No, it don’t end

Oh when the seams, will start to wearing thin

Oh and we’ll see, if the same thing goes for them

Oh and I tried to start caring like you and like them

When you said that I was killing myself

I’ve killed everything but my shame

Hey Mr. Trailblazer

Spare you a joint paper

It’s strange how the days layer

And weigh on you years later

‘Cause it don’t stop

No, it don’t end

Oh when the seams will start to wearing thin

Oh and we’ll see if the same thing goes for them

Oh and I tried to start caring like you and like them

When you said that I was killing myself

I’ve killed everything but my shame

Oh and I’ll try to convince myself I’m worth it

Oh and you’ll lie with your strange and fitting purpose

Oh and I’ll try to convince myself I’m worth it

Oh and you’ll lie with your strange and fitting purpose

Well I swore I would never go there

Oh, I’ve killed everything but my shame

Shame shame shame

Well I swore I would never go there

Oh, and healed everything but my shame

Shame shame shame

Hey Mr. Stargazer

Give me a straight razor

Hey Mr. Trailblazer

Spare you a joint paper

Hey Mr. Stargazer

Give me a straight razor

Matt Maeson Twenty Twelve

Maybe I’ll stay right here

Maybe I’ll keep this mind

Maybe I’ll live in this moment forever

Maybe I’ll speak to you

Maybe I’ll walk this line

Maybe I’ll adjust to adjusting together

I could open the door and breathe in the dust

I could walk through those flames till I don’t feel their touch

Oh but how can I leave when I know what’s out there

Maybe I’ll lie to you

Maybe I’ll play this role

Maybe I’ll act like my act is together

Maybe I’ll cope with life without hope

Maybe I’ll open the door and fall through the floor

I could open the door and breathe in the dust

I could walk through those flames till I don’t feel their touch

Oh but how can I leave when I know what’s out there

Maybe I could stop

Focusing on the particular

Could you help me

Stop focusing on the particular

Focusing on the particular

Matt Maeson Melons

I think I saw you in the water in a weak spot

I think I saw you in the water when I detoxed

And the way you’d laugh when I’d put my cool on

And the way that I’d be laughing with you

And the sour taste of melon flavored cold ones

Brings back the nostalgia

So tell me if I pop my heart back in

And then

I tell myself I’m all caught up again

And then I’ll bend

If I don’t go I will be fine but I’ll be awake

In the meantime, so I’ll walk in soon as you be line

And I’ll shuffle with the beat and the coke lines

I know that it hurts you, oh, I know I have a vicious love

Oh, but if I don’t get aggressive

Oh, I’ll just let go of everything I love

So tell me if I pop my heart back in

And then

I tell myself I’m all caught up again

And then I’ll bend

Cause when I pull up on the street corner

But my brain don’t fit inside

Cause when I pull up on the street corner

But my brain don’t fit inside

Poor some

Woo, run

Poor some

Woo, run

So tell me if I pop my heart back in

And then

I tell myself I’m all caught up again

And then I’ll bend

Matt Maeson Cringe

Lover come over, look what I’ve done

I’ve been alone so long, I feel like I’m on the run

Lover come over, kick up the dust

I’ve got a secret starting to rust

She said, I’m looking like a bad man, smooth criminal

She said, my spirit doesn’t move like it did before

She said, that I don’t look like me no more, no more

I said, I’m just tired, she said, you’re just high

And I said, I saw you in the water

And I said, I saw you in the water

Lover come hold me, heads on the fritz

Gaudy intoxicated feelings comfortably mixed

Lover come hold me, could you forget

I’ve got a secret, digging a ditch

She said, I’m looking like a bad man, smooth criminal

She said, my spirit doesn’t move like it did before

She said, that I don’t look like me no more, no more

I said, I’m just tired, she said, you’re just high

And I said, I saw you in the water

And I said, I saw you in the water

Sweating all your sins out

Putting all your thoughts back together

Oh, we just don’t blend now

All of my attempts seem to weather

Oh, I make you cringe now

Don’t I make you cringe

Oh, I make you cringe now

Don’t I make you cringe

She said, I’m looking like a bad man, smooth criminal

She said, my spirit doesn’t move like it did before

She said, that I don’t look like me no more, no more

I said, I’m just tired..

She said, I’m looking like a bad man, smooth criminal

She said, my spirit doesn’t move like it did before

She said, that I don’t look like me no more, no more

I said, I’m just tired, she said, you’re just high

And I said, I saw you in the water

And I said, I saw you in the water (do I make you cringe)

And I said, I saw you in the water

And I said, I saw you in the water (do I make you cringe)

And I said, I saw you in the water

Matt Maeson Me And My Friends Are Lonely

I can’t open up to you

Me and my friends are lonely

I don’t know what to do

I always figured I’d be the one to die alone

I cope smothered in smoke

Dehydrate my soul

I know things that you don’t

I’ve met murdering folk

And they took one of our own

They took our innocent home

So I can’t open up to you

Me and my friends are lonely

I don’t know what to do

I always figured I’d be the one to die alone

So is there any lesson in confessing that you posted up

Like Jesus on the corner selling baggies full of blessing?

Is it stressing all the things that you have morally accepted?

Is it vexing wearing clothes that you have bled in?

Picture perfect victim, overwhelmed and so sadistic

I was looking for a purpose, what a chance you had some with you

On the street when I forgot, the city breathes when I do not

If I leave it does not stop here, no

So is there any treason in the tricky little price I pay?

Oh is there any treason in the tricky little price I pay?

I can’t open up to you

Me and my friends are lonely

I don’t know what to do

I always figured I’d be the one to die alone

I always figured I’d be the one to die alone

I always figured that I’d be the one to die alone

Matt Maeson Grave Digger

I can’t run to you, father

I need love

I can’t talk to you, mother

I know it’s got you caught up

But your sweet sinless sensation is not my style

And I’m not giving up

But tell me if I run away

How long will I bleed?

So tell me if I run away

How long will I bleed?

Colors blend

They’re all black and white

Goddamn me, I can not bend

I’m all shriveled inside

But your sweet sinless sensation is not my style

And I’m not giving up

So tell me if I run away

How long will I bleed?

Tell me if I run away

How long will I bleed?

Ain’t no point in tryna picking me up when I’m down

Yeah, you can stick out your hand

And you can lean towards the ground

I’ll be tryna suckle all the liquid out the dirt

Tryna catch a curve, digging my own grave

Ooh mama

I’ll be tryna suckle all the liquid out the dirt

Tryna catch a curve, digging my own grave

Ooh mama

But your sweet sinless sensation is not my style

And I’m not giving up

So tell me if I run away

How long will I bleed?

Tell me if I run away

How long will I bleed?

Matt Maeson Tribulation

Darling, can’t you see

I’m a broken man

With addictive tendencies

And I think I love you

But I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love just right

So run away from me

Run as far as your

Dark brown eyes can see

Just as soon as you know

That I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right

Oh and all the ways that you won’t bend

Are the only ways I live my life

Oh and I’m trying to crawl up

And burn just right

Oh and I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right

Darling, can’t you see

I’m a broken man

With addictive tendencies

And I think I love you

But I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love just right

So run away from me

Run as far as your

Dark brown eyes can see

Just as soon as you know

That I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right

Oh and all the ways you won’t bend

Are the only ways I live my life

Oh and I’m trying to crawl up

And burn just right

Oh and I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right

I think I’m better on my own

But I get so lost in you

I think I’m better on my own

But I’m so obsessed with you

I think I’m better on my own

But I get so lost in you

I think I’m better on my own

But I’m so obsessed with you

And I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right

Oh and all the ways you won’t bend

Are the only ways I live my life

Oh and I’m trying to crawl up

And burn just right

Oh and I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right

And I don’t ever think I can

Love you right

Oh, and I don’t ever think I can

Ever learn how to love you right