New Years Day Fucking Hostile

Almost every day

I see the same face

On broken picture tube

It fits the attitude

If you could see yourself

You put you on a shelf

Your verbal masturbate

Promise to nauseate

Today I’ll play the part of non-parent

Not make a hundred rules

For you to know about yourself

Not lie and make you believe what’s evil

Is making love and making friends

And meeting God your own way, the right way

To see

To bleed

Cannot be taught

In turn

You’re making us

Fucking hostile

We stand alone

The truth in right and wrong

The boundaries of the law

You seem to miss the point

Arresting for a joint?

You seem to wonder why

Hundreds of people die

You’re writing tickets man

My mom got jumped they ran

And now I play the public servant

To serve and protect

By the law and the state

I’d bust the punks

That rape steal and murder

And leave you be

If you crossed me, I’d shake your hand like a man

Not a God

To see

To bleed

Cannot be taught

In turn

You’re making us

Fucking hostile

We stand alone

Come meet your maker, boy

Some things you can’t enjoy

Because of Heaven/Hell

A fucking wives’ tale

They put it in your head

Then put you in your bed

He’s watching say your prayers

Cause God is everywhere

Now I’ll play a man learning priesthood

About to take the ultimate test in life

I question things because I am human

And call no one my father who’s no closer than a stranger

I won’t listen

To see

To bleed

Cannot be taught

In turn

You’re making us

Fucking hostile

Fucking

Fucking

Fucking

Fucking hostile!

New Years Day Tombstone

Tie the knot, tie the noose.

Here we lie, in love and truth,

In a coffin built for two.

When all that’s left,

Is skin and bones,

I’ll still have love for you.

Rest in Peace, rest with me,

Through the dark, and through the light,

I’ll hold you close, I’ll hold you tight,

Forever yours, forever more, forever more,

So close your eyes, for one last time,

If tonight we fall asleep,

I’ll pray my soul be yours to keep, to keep.

New Years Day The Other Side

It look so easy being trapped inside this head of mine

Disturbing dreams, and haunted beings they control my mind

Dark desires fuel the fire suffocating I can’t breath.

Bet you’d love to see me burn so move aside or come with me,

I will always be a tortured soul, don’t fix me up just let me go.

Come join me if you like

I’ll be on the other side

I will always be a tortured soul, don’t fix me up just let me go.

Come join me if you like

I’ll be on the other side (Other side!)

How did I end up this way?

How did I end up addicted to pain and suffering?

I have sealed my fate

Dark desires fuel the fire suffocating I can’t breath.

Bet you’d love to see me burn so move aside or come with me,

I will always be a tortured soul, don’t fix me up just let me go.

Come join me if you like

I’ll be on the other side

I will always be a tortured soul, don’t fix me up just let me go.

Come join me if you like

I’ll be on the other side

I have a slight confession, I brought this on myself

Will never learn my lesson

I know what I’ve become

Come with me…

I will always be a tortured soul, don’t fix me up just let me go.

Come join me if you like

I’ll be on the other side

I will always be a tortured soul, don’t fix me up just let me go.

Come join me if you like

I’ll be on the other side (Other side!)

New Years Day 2 In The Chest, 1 In The Head

Just what the doctor ordered

A hospital bed and a coroner

You knocked me dead just like I knew you would

No cure or recovery

Baby, I’m addicted to your disease

Maybe you’re a bad medicine

Maybe you’re a bad medicine

I’m dead inside – you make me feel alive

You’re all I want and I don’t know why

This new addiction is all I know

And it’s safe to say,

That I’ve lost all control

I’ve always felt so empty

Took a little taste and found that you are the remedy

You knocked me dead just like I knew you would

No help or therapy

Baby, I’m addicted to your disease

Maybe you’re a bad medicine

Maybe you’re a bad medicine

I’m dead inside – you make me feel alive

You’re all I want and I don’t know why

This new addiction is all I know

And it’s safe to say,

That I’ve lost all control

You knocked me dead

(And I’ve lost all control)

You knocked me dead

I’m dead inside – you make me feel alive

You’re all I want and I don’t know why

This new addiction is all I know

And it’s safe to say,

That I’ve lost all control

You knocked me dead

(And I’ve lost all control)

You knocked me dead

New Years Day Sunrise Sunset

I’ll always have a sunrise.

I’ll always have a sunset.

I’ll always have the ocean, to help deal with these emotions.

And there’ll always be a highway that’s running through

the desert in Southern California, but all I really want is you.

All I really want is you. [4x]

You’ll always have your sunrise.

You’ll always have your sunset.

And I know you need some time alone, even though it’s selfish.

I pray to God you keep in mind this broken heart

you left behind in Southern California.

But all I really want is you.

All I really want is you. [4x]

Their’ll always be a hole in my heart that’s shaped just like you,

and there’ll always be a empty space in everything that I do,

but I’ll always have this voice that I can sing until the day I die,

in Southern California.

Southern California.

All I really want is you. [7x]

I’ll always have a sunrise.

I’ll always have a sunset.

I’ll always have the ocean, to help deal with these emotions.

But I’ll always have this voice that I can sing

until the day I die in Southern California.

New Years Day Saying Goodbye

I’ve got this funny feeling

that I just don’t, don’t belong here

and your eyes make it clear

You’re just like a chameleon

you change your skin

for anyone that has the time

to give you there’s

but I don’t really care

This is me saying goodbye,

but not just for tonight

this is the final exit

I should have made so long ago

Why did I wait?

I’ve got this funny feeling

that I just don’t, don’t belong here

yeah, your eyes make it so clear

you only have the time

when you’re bored

I’m not being selfish

I’m just being ignored

Your making a scene, yeah

but the scene’s not making me

This is me saying goodbye,

but not just for tonight

this is the final exit

I should have made so long ago

Why did I wait?

This is me saying goodbye,

but not just for tonight

this is the final exit

I should have made so long ago

Why did I wait?

Why do we wait

when it makes no difference

all the same mistakes

over and over again?

This is me saying goodbye,

but not just for tonight

this is the final exit

I should have made so long ago

Why did I wait?

This is me saying goodbye,

but not just for tonight

this is the final exit

I should have made so long ago

Why did I wait?

This is me saying goodbye

but not just for tonight

and if you really want to make this right

you’ll do something before the clock strikes

New Years Day Let’s Get Dead

Avoid the dreadful guillotine,

you know you’ve got to get this right

Where’s the poison in your words?

You can kiss yourself goodnight

Jet black lipstick and a look in your eyes,

you’re running out of time

Lay your heart out

Let’s get dead and start over again

Get your revenge

Don’t let them get much further

because they are getting away with murder

C’mon c’mon I dare to you impress me

Honey all that I’m suggesting is you’ll soon go out of style

Tick tock tick tock you’re just wasting my time,

I haven’t got all night

Lay your heart out

Let’s get dead and start over again

Get your revenge

Don’t let them get much further

because they are getting away with murder

Let’s get dead c’mon!

New Years Day Away

All alone

In the darkness of my room

The sunlight bleeding through my blinds

Like an angel’s open wound

On the outside (I seem fine)

But on the inside (I’m not alright)

Every decision that I make

Just seems to be my worst mistake

Away, away from everything that hurts

Away from this pain I feel inside

Struggling to bend these lips

Into a smile I’ll soon dismiss

My heart is not a place that I call home

I just want to be alone

Still alone

In the darkness of my room

Staring out between my blinds

Watching the daylight be consumed

Like the joy that (I once felt)

Dealing with these (cards I’m dealt)

When they said that life’s not fair

They must have seen me sitting here

It’s funny how one moment can change everything

And in a second shatter every hope and dream you have

And leave you with an empty feeling you can’t seem to fill

And empty space that only time might heal

[Chorus]

Breath in deep and fill this chest with something more, more than emptiness

[Chorus]

New Years Day Gangsta

I need a gangsta

To love me better

Than all the others do

To always forgive me

Ride or die with me

That’s just what gangsters do

I’m fucked up, I’m black and blue

I’m built for it, all the abuse

I got secrets, that nobody, nobody, nobody knows

I’m good on, that pussy shit

I don’t want, what I can get

I want someone, with secrets

That nobody, nobody, nobody knows

I need a gangsta

To love me better

Than all the others do

To always forgive me

Ride or die with me

That’s just what gangsters do

My freakness is on the loose

And running, all over you

Please take me to places, that nobody, nobody knows

You got me hooked up on the feeling

You got me hanging from the ceiling

Got me up so high I’m barely breathing

So don’t let me, don’t let me, don’t let me, don’t let me go

I need a gangsta

To love me better

Than all the others do

To always forgive me

Ride or die with me

That’s just what gangsters do

I’m fucked up, I’m black and blue

And running, all over you

I need a gangsta

To love me better

Than all the others do

To always forgive me

Ride or die with me

That’s just what gangsters do

New Years Day Let’s Toast

Let’s toast to misery

I’m drinking it down slowly

And lift way up

Above the air

I’d do it all over again

Let’s make this a night to forget

Put aside all mistakes and regrets

Live our lives only for the moment

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let’s make a pact to not be sober

Not until the summer’s over

All the friends and four leaf clovers

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let’s toast

to everything

And every moment

(In) between

And lift way up

Above the air

And watch the sunrise

Burn above the ocean

Let’s make this a night to forget

Put aside all mistakes and regrets

Live our lives only for the moment

Let’s make a pact to not be sober

Not until the summer’s over

All the friends and four leaf clovers

I never felt so much

I’ll run as I do now

As I lift my glass into the sky

Drink it down and say goodbye

Say goodbye (Say goodnight)

Let’s make this a night to forget

Put aside all mistakes and regrets

Live our lives only for the moment

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let’s make this a night to forget

Put aside all mistakes and regrets

Live our lives only for the moment

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let’s make a pact to not be sober

Not until the summer’s over

All the friends and four leaf clovers

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let’s make this a night to forget

Sing aloud ’till we’ve gone the inlet

Make the most of every moment

Let’s make a promise never to look back