Nikki Flores Selfish

I only thought of you and me and never anything else

The time we spent together kept me sane, you helped me to be myself

What I didn’t realize is that the distance was breaking your heart

You put on your best disguise, but it was tearing you apart, baby.

It was…

Selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be undone.

Selfish, to want you here everyday, we both knew we were much too far away.

Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, with me helplessy hanging on to you

Selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us

Didn’t wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby

(Didn’t wanna hurtchu baby)

Didn’t wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby

Relying on the telephone I hear you say goodnite

Was probably not the best way to keep the commitment alive

After all the fantasies, I couldn’t see past, what could of been oo

You were a part of me, but unhappy to be, could’nthandle it

‘Cause it was…

Selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be undone.

Selfish, to want you here everyday, when we both knew we were much too far away.

Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, with me helplessy hanging on to you

Selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us

Tell me, how can it be that I loved you with all my heart but I was heartless,

I was oblivious to something that was right in front of me, oh Lord,

Take this misery away, away.

It was…

Selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be undone.

Selfish, to want you here everyday, when we both knew we were much too far away.

Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, with me helplessy hanging on to you

Selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us

Didn’t wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby

(Never meant to hurt you baby)

Didn’t wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby

Nikki Flores Midnight Music

Yeah, yeah

Imma turn it on, when you turn me on

We can play it all night until the morning

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Candles burning

Lights dim

Listening to Marvin Gaye and Prince

Bodies yearning

Goosebumps everytime you touch me baby

Fingers make their way to places

Baby I start shivering

We can set this thing off

Set it off

But boy it all depends

We can take it fast or slow

Make ya body rock with my tempo

Whether it’s a slow jam

Speeded up to old jam

Baby ain’t no tellin’ where we’ll go

Imma turn it on, when you turn me on

We can play it all night until the morning

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Go’n baby take it off

Throw ’em on the floor

Where they belong

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Come protect this body

Lock it up and chain it to the bed

Go long as you want it

Come on baby

You ain’t finished yet

Take out all your stress on me

Come on let me show you luxury

Investigate this body

While you’re all on me

We can take it fast or slow

Make ya body rock with my tempo

Whether it’s a slow jam

Speeded up to old jam

Baby ain’t no tellin’ where we’ll go

Imma turn it on, when you turn me on

We can play it all night until the morning

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Go’n baby take it off

Throw ’em on the floor

Where they belong

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Imma turn it on, when you turn me on

We can play it all night until the morning

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Go’n baby take it off

Throw ’em on the floor

Where they belong

The music that we make is our favorite song

Yeah, we making midnight music

Yeah

Nikki Flores How To Love Her

I see you’ve been taking her places

That you never took me

I heard that you open her doors and

Post her on your IG

And I’m not even mad ’cause you turned into the man

That I thought you should be

But boy you came a long way yeah

Yeah that was all me

The truth is…

That you never knew what to do

Till I got a hold of you

And I know you know it’s true

You know I made you a better man

She’s reaping the benefits

And I didn’t know it then

I taught you how to love her

I taught you how to love her

I taught you how to touch her fuck her ’cause that’s how you used to love me

I taught you how to love her

I know you been buying her things and

She’s probably loving that life

But I never wanted that shit I

Only wanted your time

If you want a girl that just wants you for the world that you’re caught up in fine

But I hope you remember yeah

Who was there by your side

The truth is…

That you never knew what to do

Till I got a hold of you

And I know you know it’s true

You know I made you a better man

She’s reaping the benefits

And I didn’t know it then

I taught you how to love her

I taught you how to love her

I taught you how to touch her fuck her ’cause that’s how you used to love me

I taught you how to love her

Nikki Flores One Heart Missing

Everything feels a little strange

The sunrise doesn’t look the same

Watching my perfect world start caving in

I’m having trouble walking around

Can’t tell the difference from up and down

And gravity keeps on pulling me away from you

Every world feels like a bullet now

There’s no one there to catch my fall

[Chorus:]

So tell me how is it supposed to end?

‘Cause I’ve got this empty space inside of me

Where I let you in

I can’t hear the sound of it beating

It’s so hard breathing I need to believe in love

So tell me how is it supposed to end

With one heart missing

My days feel like a hundred years

I’m so numb I can’t feel my fears

Everyone keeps on telling me that this will pass

Now I’m stuck, stuck here in this lost and found

There’s no one there to hear my call

[Chorus x2]

So tell me how is it supposed to end?

‘Cause I’ve got this empty space inside of me

Where I let you in

I can’t hear the sound of it beating

It’s so hard breathing, I need to believe in love

So tell me how is it supposed to end

With one heart missing

Somebody show me how to love again

‘Cause I can’t find the piece of me that you ran off with

So tell me how is it supposed to end?

I’ve got this empty space

Where I let you in

[Chorus x2]

So tell me how is it supposed to end?

‘Cause I’ve got this empty space inside of me

Where I let you in

I can’t hear the sound of it beating

It’s so hard breathing, I need to believe in love

So tell me how is it supposed to end

With one heart missing

Nikki Flores Have What I Had

Listen up

You don’t deserve to hear what I’m about to say to you

Listen up

You probably ain’t gonna believe this at all but it’s true

You know I got a new man in my life but

Being with him is making me realize oh

Maybe I’m not as ok as I thought I was

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours

Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don’t miss him anymore

Don’t get me wrong you know I’m happy with what I got

It ain’t fair to him I want someone that hes just not

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me

But he can’t compete

Cause he ain’t you

That’s when I realize

Boy I can’t even lie

Cause now I understand

I’m never gonna have what I had

Have what I had [x8]

Enough

I coulda sworn id had enough of the pain, the pain

And I

Never thought id be going through this again, ooh again

You put me through so much more than I could take but

You’re the reality that I can’t escape oh

I’m only lying to myself if I say I’m ok

Every time I look in his eyes I want them to be yours

Keep on telling my friends like I swear I don’t miss him anymore

Don’t get me wrong you know I’m happy with what I got

It ain’t fair to him I want someone that hes just not

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me

But he can’t compete

Cause he ain’t you

That’s when I realize

Boy I can’t even lie

Cause now I understand

I’m never gonna have what I had

Have what I had [x8]

I never felt the way I felt when I was with you boy

And I don’t think I’ll ever find someone to fill that void

Even though we’ve both moved on I know this much is true

I can’t look you in the eye

And tell you that I’m not in love with you

Cause all I do is spend my time tryin to find what you gave to me

But he can’t compete

Cause he ain’t you

That’s when I realize

Boy I can’t even lie

Cause now I understand

I’m never gonna have what I had

Nikki Flores Regret #99

Heyyy

Once upon a time when I was yours and you were mine

It felt like we were meant to be, forever more

Used to talk and laugh and say it seemed like we had everything

You gave me all your heart but I wanted more

Don’t know why I felt the way I did

I was convinced that, that we had ended

This was the end so

So I thought that time would tell if we were supposed to be

But you found another, now I wish it was me

Wish I would, wish I could, but it doesn’t

do me any good

How I wish you understood what’s in my heart

Let it ride, let it slide, kept my feelings hidden deep inside

Now I’mrunning out of time regret number 99

Oooh yeah, regret number 99

Yeaaaah

Just the other day I saw you walking with another girl

You were holdin hands and looked so in love

Tried to get you off of my mind so many times

But I guess it’s just not enough

So I lie awake at night and think of all things that I have done if I had known that you leave

But all the could-have-beens and should-have-beens don’t change the fact

That you’re not with me

Wish I would, wish I could, but it doesn’t

do me any good

How I wish you understood what’s in my heart

Let it ride, let it slide, kept my feelings hidden deep inside

Now Imrunning out of time regret number 99

Heeyy, regret number 99

Yeahhh

Mirror mirror on the wall

How’d you let me lose it all?

Couldn’t he love, let it go

I feel so alone

Can’t believe it’s said and done

I wanted you to be the one

And every time I see your face

Wish you wouldn’t have got away

Wish I would, wish I could, but it doesn’t

do me any good

How I wish you understood what’s in my heart

Let it ride, let it slide, kept my feelings hidden deep inside

Now I’m running out of time regret number 99

Mirror mirror on the wall

How’d you let me lose it all?

Couldn’t he love, let it go

I feel so alone

Can’t believe it’s said and done

I wanted you to be the one

And every time I see your face

Wish you wouldn’t have got away

Wish I would, wish I could, but it doesn’t

do me any good

How I wish you understood what’s in my heart

Let it ride, let it slide, kept my feelings hidden deep inside

Now I’m running out of time regret number 99

No no no no

Regret number 99

Nikki Flores Breaking Free

[Josh:]

We’re soarin’, flyin’

There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach

[Nikki:]

If we’re trying

So we’re breaking free

[Josh:]

You know the world can see us

In a way that’s different than who we are

[Nikki:]

Creating space between us

‘Til we’re separate hearts

[Both:]

But you’re faith

It gives me strength

Strength to believe

[Chorus:]

We’re breakin’ free (Soarin’)

Flyin’

There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach

If we’re trying

Yeah, we’re breakin’ free

Oh, we’re breakin’ free

[Josh:]

Can you feel it building

Like a wave the ocean just can’t control

[Nikki:]

Connected by a feeling

Oh, in our very souls (Very souls, oh)

[Both:]

Rising ’til it lifts us up

So everyone can see

[Chorus]

[Nikki:]

Runnin’

[Josh:]

Climbin’

To get to the place

[Both:]

To be who that we can be

[Josh:]

Now’s the time

[Both:]

So we’re breakin’ free

[Josh:]

Ooh, we’re breakin’ free

More than hope, more than faith

[Nikki:]

This is hope, this is fate

Together

[Both:]

We see it comin’

[Josh:]

More than you, more than me

[Nikki:]

Not a want, but a need

[Both:]

Both of us breakin’ free

[Chorus:]

Soarin’

Flyin’

There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach

If we’re trying

Yeah, we’re breakin’ free

Oh, we’re breakin’ free

[Nikki:]

Runnin’

[Josh:]

Climbin’

To get to the place

[Both:]

To be all that we can be

[Both:]

Now’s the time

[Nikki:]

So we’re breakin’ free

(Oh, we’re breaking free)

[Both:]

You know the world can see us

In a way that’s different than who we are

Nikki Flores Beautiful Boy

Your hangin out with him again but I don’t trust him

If you cherish the love then you gotta stop seeing him end of discussion

What yall got in common, bout to ring the alarm

And girl I love you so much

Wit you and this stranger

I think I’m in danger and you got my heart in the clutch

He’s fabulously confident, got everybody wondering

Blame it on the fashion magazines, he’s been studying

Fashion major, (yeah) my boys a major player (yeah)

And were so cool, they got no clue

He’s got my back but don’t you be mistaking his part

Rolling up his sleeve where he’s wearing his heart

Cried like a baby on his shoulder when we broke up

Memories got me choked up

I can take him where no boys are allowed

And I know it, know it

Even though you try best not to show, it show it

You’re tryin to figure out where it’s going

Who is he to me and exactly

What does that mean to you

He just my beautiful boy

He’s not a threat no he’s just my beautiful Boy

Don’t get upset he’s just a friend of mine

Beautiful boy, boy you trippin

Ain’t no competition now

Everybody’s wondering bout my beautiful

Beautiful boy, all your friends say it aint right beautiful boy

You gotta trust me don’t even think twice beautiful boy

Don’t second guess the bond that we got

Got everybody wondering bout my beautiful

Staring in his baby blues

I could just get lost in them

Got a little Leo some a Justin and some Ashton in him

Pays attention, (yeah) and he’s so fit its sickenin, (yeah)

Queer eye, (oh) straight guy (oh)

Louis V accessories he wears them like a mannequin

Sorta understandable my boyfriends always mad at him

Completely harmless

To be completely honest he’s not even my type

I just enjoy my beautiful boy

And I know it, know it

Even though you try best not to show, it show it

You’re tryin to figure out where it’s going

Who is he to me and exactly

What does that mean to you

He just my beautiful boy

He’s not a threat no he’s just my beautiful Boy

Don’t get upset he’s just a friend of mine

Beautiful boy, boy you trippin

Aint no competition now

Everybody’s wondering bout my beautiful

Beautiful boy, all your friends say it aint right beautiful boy

You gotta trust me don’t even think twice beautiful boy

don’t second guess the bond that we got

Got everybody wondering bout my beautiful

Can’t say that I blame for the way you be buggin out

Can’t say I wouldn’t do the same if it was turned around

I just need you to understand about about my beautiful

My beautiful, it’s getting hard for me to deal with your insecurities

How many times I gotta tell ya

You’re the one for me

I just need you to understand about my beautiful

My beautiful, my beautiful boy

Beautiful boy, he’s not a threat no he’s just my beautiful boy

Don’t get upset he’s just a friend of mine

Beautiful boy, boy you trippin

Ain’t no competition now everybody’s wondering bout my beautiful

Beautiful boy, all your friends say it ain’t right beautiful boy

You gotta trust me don’t even think twice beautiful boy

Don’t second guess the bond that we got

Got everybody wondering bout my beautiful

Beautiful boy

Whao

Beautiful boy

Oh

Beautiful boy

Beautiful boy

Beautiful boy

Beautiful boy

Beautiful boy

Beautiful boy

Nikki Flores Run Back To Me

Flying on a broken wing

Holding onto anything of you

I can’t seem to see your face

All I am is emptiness

So why did you look of fire

Cause I, I said I’d never be your pain

But I can’t even hear your name

Without just dying

And I thought I’d never play the game

But I will even take the blame

I’m praying you run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Now I’m tryna figure out

Why does heartbreak always cloud the truth

And where went my independence

I guess it died with you

Cause I, I said I’d never be your pain

But I can’t even hear your name

Without just dying

And I thought I’d never play the game

But I will even take the blame

I’m praying you run back to me

And when life has passed me by

And it’s taken back it’s time

All I know is you’re the one

And as long as my heart beats

Til you come back to me

I’ll be holding on our love

Cause I, I said I’d never be your pain

But I can’t even hear your name

Without just dying

And I thought I’d never play the game

But I will even take the blame

I’m praying you run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Run back to me

Nikki Flores Pain Killer

[Spoken:]

Turn my mic lever up

Check

There you go

Danger

Clutch

[Verse 1:]

My heart got broken

And my chest been hurtin

What I need is a personal prescriptional killer (painkiller)

Can’t sleep even make it out of bed

Take my tempature

Mista put ya hand

Across my head you got me hot for ya

You give me relievee

It must have been your Vitamin C

Doctors orders, one glass of water

One dose of you, and call me in the mornin’

[Chorus:]

Doctor, doctor hurry quick

Fix me, fix me I’mma love sick

Diagnose me red roses

And time not to notice, all of those things I want

Help me, help me say you will

Be the pill, for my ills

See I’m so sick make it better better baby

Say you will ah please baby be my painkiller

See I’m so sick make it better better baby

Say you will ah please baby be my painkiller

[Verse 2:]

I need the best i-x no side affects

Hit the next pharmacy see if they got some left

Diagnoses with a case of heartburn

Doctor will you ever get me when you gonna

Learn I know I’m hot-headed its so good to me

But you got the medicine I need

Doctors order, one glass of water

One dose of you, and call me in the mornin’

[Chorus:]

Doctor, doctor hurry quick

Fix me, fix me I’mma love sick

Diagnose me red roses

And time not to notice, all of those things I want

Help me, help me say you will

Be the pill, for my ills

See I’m so sick make it better better baby

Say you will ah please baby be my painkiller

See I’m so sick make it better better baby

Say you will ah please baby be my painkiller

[Bridge:]

I got, I got, I got

(I got this pain in my chest)

I can’t I can’t I can’t

(would you look at me Imma mess)

You got it, you got it, you got it

(ohhhh you got it)

To be, to be, to be

(ohh you affected me)

I can’t get you off my mind (no I can’t get you off my mind)

I can’t get you off my mind

I can’t get you off my mind (I can’t get you off my mind)

Ooh, Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh

Ooh, Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh

(doctor doctor help me baby)

[Chorus:]

Doctor, doctor hurry quick (yeah)

Fix me, fix me Imma love sick

Diagnose me red roses

And time not to notice, all of those things I want

Help me, help me say you will

Be the pill, for my ills

See I’m so sick make it better better baby

Say you will ah please baby be my painkiller

See I’m so sick make it better better baby

Say you will ah please baby be my painkiller

I need the best i-x

Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh

I need the best -x

Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh

I need the best I-x

Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh

Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh

Painkiller

[laugh]