SAINTE Lighthouse

These days I find myself avoiding mirrors on the wall

I’m afraid to find out I’m not really here

It’s safe to say I hadn’t planned accordingly to stay

Stay afloat on troubled waters on my own

Is it too late to save this mess that I’ve made?

I’m wearing thin

It’s pulling me under, can’t help but wonder

Where I’ve been

Am I lost?

Invisible under my darkest cloud

I set sail into this hell

Will I find my way out?

I’m looking for a lighthouse

I’m looking for a lighthouse

I want to be so much more than what I am today

Planes shine the brightest now I’m done

I can never find the words to properly explain

What’s missing in the girl that wants it all

Is it too late to save this mess that I’ve made?

I’m wearing thin

It’s pulling me under, can’t help but wonder

Where I’ve been

Am I lost?

Invisible under my darkest cloud

I set sail into this hell

Will I find my way out?

I’m looking for a lighthouse

I’m looking for a lighthouse

Am I lost?

Invisible under my darkest cloud (My darkest cloud)

I set sail into this hell

Will I find my way out? (Find my way out)

I’m looking for a lighthouse

I’m looking for a lighthouse

SAINTE Eyes Are Open

What it comes down to

Is that feeling in your bones

When you know it’s true

There’s nothing to be afraid of

I’ve got this sinking feeling

We’ve only scratched the surface

If there’s no one believing

Then how did we get this far?

Forget everything

Forget everything

And leave me with nothing

But my voice and my head

Forget everything

Forget everything

I don’t need anything

But the sound of my voice

Let’s forget everything

We thought we knew about ourselves

Starting right now

We are unbroken

We were too young to even know

What we were running from

Starting right now

Starting right now my eyes are open

When it all falls through

And it feels like no one knows

That what’s left to lose

Is enough for me to fight on

I just can’t shake the feeling

That we all need a purpose

If we can start believing

Who cares what they say we are?

Forget everything

Forget everything

And leave me with nothing

But my voice and my head

Forget everything

Forget everything

I don’t need anything

But the sound of my voice

Let’s forget everything

We thought we knew about ourselves

Starting right now

We are unbroken

We were too young to even know

What we were running from

Starting right now

Starting right now my eyes are open

Starting right now my eyes are open

I can’t help looking lost

Like a dart on a wall

I don’t want to give up

I don’t know what I’m fighting for

Done feeling lost

Like a dart on a wall

I will never give up

I’m so small but I’m part of you now

I’m part of you now

Let’s forget everything

We thought we knew about ourselves

Starting right now

We are unbroken

We were too young to even know

What we were running from

Starting right now

Starting right now my eyes are open

Starting right now my eyes are open

Starting right now

SAINTE White Lies

Don’t ask me, we both already know

If you don’t care, why’d you say so, say so?

I’d say I’m leaving but I’ve got no place to go

I said I’m leaving but I’ve got nowhere to go

You always ask but we both don’t want to know

You don’t care, you always say so, say so

I’d say I’m leaving but I’ve got no place to go

I said I’m leaving but I’ve got nowhere to go

Wherever I end up I hope I find myself

Ooh, I’m sick of always wasting the best parts of me on you

Ooh, ’cause your white lies were all I ever knew

Now all I see is the ghost of what I used to be

Ooh, under the white lies, your true colors shine through

Remember saying that you’d never sink that low

Now you’re telling me to let go, let go

I’d take my chances but it all went up in smoke

I’ll take my chances, either way I’m on my own

Looking back where it started

For a piece of me I lost somewhere with you

Yeah I’m leaving and I think I finally know

You’re the reason I had nowhere to go

Wherever I end up I hope I find myself

Ooh, I’m sick of always wasting the best parts of me on you

Ooh, ’cause your white lies were all I ever knew

Now all I see is the ghost of what I used to be

Ooh, under the white lies, your true colors shine through

Wherever I end up

Wherever I end up I know I’ll find myself again

Without you

Ooh, I’m sick of always wasting the best parts of me on you

Ooh, ’cause your white lies were all I ever knew

Now all I see is the ghost of what I used to be

Ooh, under the white lies, your true colors shine through

SAINTE If You Ever Feel Alone

I need a pick me up the same way that I need to hear

“Hey kid, cheer up!”

I heard it all over and over again

Oh I keep reaching out but there’s still no one there

Well I’ve got things to say

And notes I’ll never sing

I’ll take it day by day

I think it’s the only way

If you ever feel alone then you should know

How hard it is to feel like you belong

Every day feels like a war that can’t be won

Just know that you’re not the only one

If you ever feel alone

If I could just stand up tall enough to tell the world

To just shut up

I’d say it all over and over again

But I can’t find the words so I’ll hold it all in

Well I’ve got things to say

And notes I’ll never sing

I’ll take it day by day

I think it’s the only way

If you ever feel alone then you should know

How hard it is to feel like you belong

Every day feels like a war that can’t be won

Just know that you’re not the only one

If you ever feel alone

No matter what they say

I won’t believe that I can ever change

Someday I’ll shed my skin

And find my place in the sun

If you ever feel alone then you should know

How hard it is to feel like you belong

Every day feels like a war that can’t be won

Just know that you’re not the only one

If you ever feel alone then you should know

How hard it is to feel like you belong

Every day feels like a war that can’t be won

Just know that you’re not the only one

If you ever feel alone

If you ever feel alone

If you ever feel alone

SAINTE Feels So Wrong

All your friendships wear like bad tattoos

Sick of covering them up like I’m stuck with you

If misery loves company there’s room for two

But I can’t be the only one that’s going down with you

And now I’m done with everything cause we all know

That your lack of tact has overstayed its welcome

I want you to know that I’m looking for a way

That I could say it all to your face

But every time I find the words

I gotta bite my tongue and just live with the taste

It feels so wrong to play along

With all these characters you’re playing

While the real you keeps decaying

‘Til you’re gone, it’s been too long

And I can’t waste another minute

If it’s your world then I don’t want to live in it

All my problems start and stop with you

I keep hoping that you’ll turn back to who I thought I knew

It used to be just you and me against the world

At least I finally know I can’t count on you

I won’t forget the way you twist my words around you

To back up your so-called facts and hide your issues

I want you to know that we could have found a way

But I don’t think you know what it takes

So even if I found the words

I’m gonna bite my tongue and just live with the taste

It feels so wrong to play along

With all these characters you’re playing

While the real you keeps decaying

‘Til you’re gone, it’s been too long

And I can’t waste another minute

If it’s your world then I don’t want to live in it

There’s really nothing more to talk about

When all that’s left is skin and bones

I’ll scatter your ashes somewhere cold

Someday you’ll appreciate the sun

When the summer never comes

Maybe you’ll get it

When all these characters you’re playing

They’re all gone

It feels so wrong to play along

With all these characters you’re playing

While the real you keeps decaying

‘Til you’re gone, it’s been too long

And I can’t waste another minute

If it’s your world then I don’t want to live in it

It feels so wrong to play along

With all these characters you’re playing

While the real you keeps decaying

‘Til you’re gone, it’s been too long

And I can’t waste another minute

If it’s your world then I don’t want to live in it

SAINTE Technicolor

Fell into you like the sea

You broke my fall

And you pulled me deep

I think that you should know this uncertainty has got me restless

Counting myself to sleep

I’m counting one of the reasons to adore you

Three words on my lips for you only

Please don’t wake me up, I’m dreaming in technicolor

Feel your heart beating the rhythm is like no other

And when the skies are grey we’ll paint the night together

Please don’t wake me up, we’re dreaming in technicolor

Keep my eyes closed just to see how long you’ll go acting like you’re asleep

A constant reminder I’ll never need

A heart that’s weightless if you’re still here with me

I’m counting one of the reasons to adore you

Three words on my lips for you only

Please don’t wake me up, I’m dreaming in technicolor

Feel your heart beating the rhythm is like no other

And when the skies are grey we’ll paint the night together

Please don’t wake me up, we’re dreaming in technicolor

How do I know I’m real at all?

You’re the only thing that makes me feel alive

Why would I wanna wake up at all?

Will I still feel the same?

I’m counting one of the reasons to adore you

Three words on my lips for you only

Please don’t wake me up, I’m dreaming in technicolor

Feel your heart beating the rhythm is like no other

And when the skies are grey we’ll paint the night together

Please don’t wake me up, we’re dreaming in technicolor