Sevdaliza Replaceable

My darling

You love him

Clocks ticking

Don’t waste your time

It would be selfish

To leave him

But you are destined

Don’t waste your time

They come, they go

So replaceable

As long as your own river flows

Their highs, their lows

As distraction folds

As long as your own river flows

Don’t waste your time

Don’t waste your time

Don’t waste your time

And as long as your own river flows

Our skin

In time would tell

Can I hold on to our genes

In my life

I could not fail

When I run out will you leave?

When I run out will you leave?

When I run out will you leave?

When I run out will you leave?

When I run out will you leave?

Don’t waste your time

Don’t waste your time

Don’t waste your time

As long as your own river flows

Sevdaliza Human

Nothing…

I am, I have

I breathe in and out

I own a heart

An ear and an eye

I’ve only been here one time

It’s passing me by

Been in and out

And in front of my judgmental eyes

My precious disguise

Business so cold

Can’t cope with my own

How to not fail

I am flesh, bones

I am skin, soul

I am human

Nothing more than human

I am sweat, flaws

I am veins, scars

I am human

Nothing more than human

I am flesh, bones

I am skin, soul

I am human

Nothing more than human

I am human

I am human

Sevdaliza Do You Feel Real

I thought I’d silenced you

But here you are again

Welcoming my anxiety

I wanted to throw you out

Since you are the gate

I remained imprisoned

I thought I’d hear from you though you had escaped from me

Maybe I’m too scared to forget you

I just can’t remember how it feels like to function without

Absorbed in total free fall

It’s a waste of time

It’s not that serious

And then, guilt consumes you in your yoga class

And your teacher convinces you

You have to come back more often to solve these issues

Right?

I look around and realize I am the prop

Am I put into this world solely to admire?

Sevdaliza Hubris

Oh, my man

I hold your heart

Oh, pretend

You ain’t my fault

And oh, I don’t love you

Anymore

And oh, I don’t love you

Anymore

No, I never did

Oh, my man

I hold your heart

Oh, pretend

You ain’t my fault

And oh, I don’t love you

Anymore, anymore

Uh

Oh, my friend

I hope you’re here

Oh, pretend

You ain’t my fault

And oh, I don’t love you

Anymore

And oh, I don’t love you

Anymore

Oh

You and me

We fail

To see

And oh, deep in my eyes

We fail

To fly

The autopsy report read

The insides were beautiful

The autopsy report read

The insides that’s what’s beautiful

The autopsy report read

The insides that’s what’s beautiful

Insides were beautiful

Insides that’s what’s beautiful

We’re inside it’s beautiful

Sevdaliza Marilyn Monroe

It’s true

In this life

I’ve never been the one

In your eyes

I’ve never been the truth

All you saw

Was a broken mirror

And they told

Me to care

When tryin’ to fix your heart

It’s unfair

I’m tryin’ to fix myself

And not care

Too much about you

It’s true

In this life

I’ve never been the one

In your eyes

I’ve never been the truth

All you saw

Was a broken mirror

And they told

Me to care

When tryin’ to fix your heart

It’s unfair

I’m tryin’ to fix myself

And not care

Too much about you

He never really wanted me to be his wife

I was nothing more than a trophy

It was incredibly suffocating

I’d find myself wanting him

Rather dead than alive…

Sevdaliza Backseat Love

Baby are we running over?

The way we got us high, addicted, and it’s taking off, babe

I know we lost our focus

Singing those sweet lies in our name

Strolling down these Brooklyn streets

Not the love that I can keep

Cigarettes and memories

Yellows caps and joy rides

Resurrect me back to life

And watch the time just watch my reason

For loving

Backseat loving, please

Buckle up, enjoy the ride

For loving

Backseat loving, please

Buckle up, enjoy the ride

For loving

We got nothing to lose

(Lying in a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(It’s a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(Lying in a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

Who is this stranger

Suckling ’round my thoughts and rides?

Got me acting fateless

Reckless state-of-joy in mind

You said I took your freewill

Blindsided from the stars

You said it takes love to give

I know you’ll love me, till death do us part

Strolling down these Brooklyn streets

Not the love that I can keep

Cigarettes and memories

Yellows caps and joy rides

Resurrect me back to life

And watch the time just watch my reason

For loving

Backseat loving, please

Buckle up, enjoy the ride

For loving

Backseat loving, please

Buckle up, enjoy the ride

For loving

We got nothing to lose

(Lying in a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(It’s a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(Lying in a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(It’s a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(Lying in a big, black hole)

(But loving)

We got nothing to lose

(But loving)

(It’s a big, black hole)

We got nothing to lose

(Lying in a big, black hole)

(But loving)

We got nothing to lose

(But loving)

For loving

Sevdaliza Soothsayer

This is my best

This is my worst

It’s nothing, I promise

Don’t you get lost

When I am small

You have my world

The hero returns

In the heart

After she’s learned

How to love herself

In both heaven or hell

Sensitive infinitely

The God of ages heart

And mystery came to my breath

Lose truth in the dark

They guide you

Look inside, don’t look back

Don’t hide you

Lose truth in the dark

They guide you

Look inside, don’t look back

Don’t hide you

The hero returns

In the heart

After she’s learned

How to love herself

Lose truth in the dark

They guide you

Look inside, don’t look back

Don’t hide you

Lose truth in the dark

They guide you

Look inside, don’t look back

Don’t hide you

Sevdaliza Scarlette

Start it over

A new life, on sane ground

Can we mold love?

Reframe the truth

Make the world tell

What you think you are

Poser

Nobody wanted your scars

Mmm

Mmm

Start it over

A new life, on sane ground

Can we mold love?

Reframe the truth

Make the world tell

What you think you are

Poser

Nobody wanted your scars

Mmm [x6]

Sevdaliza Mad Woman

Heart is sick

She’s a maverick

And a mad, mad woman

She builds ships to wreck

A crazy bitch

And bad, bad woman

I’m a lunatic

I’m what God forbids

A mad, mad woman

I build ships to wreck

A crazy bitch

And a bad, bad woman

I’m a bad, bad woman

I’m a bad, bad woman

She’s a mad, mad woman

She’s a mad, mad woman

She’s a mad, mad…

Mad, mad…

Sevdaliza The Valley

Mama said “Baby don’t cry

You’d better dress up and be a big girl”

Mama I’m scared of living

Is daddy gon’ drive us up the hill?

Daddy done lost his mind

Heaven and Hell, it’s the same

Fire in his burning eyes

Big boys cry without a shame

Daddy said “Honey don’t try”

I’d wreck my gun to your face

Daddy I’m scared to die

Isn’t mom gon’ save us out of this place?

Don’t you cry

Don’t you cry

Don’t you try

Don’t you cry

Don’t you try

Don’t you cry