Smile Empty Soul Eraser

some days are better, they’re better than others

can’t run forever, you’re pushing me under

what a way to live my life

i’m hiding from the battles i don’t want to fight

what i’ve become

and now it’s going grey

all the lines are blurring and decayed

i can’t recall exactly who’s to blame….. anymore

is it me or is it you , something isn’t right

of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight

someday i will find the courage to embrace you

someday i will find the strength to erase you

some days i think i’m nothing without you

sometimes i wish that i could just kill you

what a way we live our lives

it’s hard to breathe

it feels like i’m infected by my dad’s disease

and now it’s going grey

and you’re the one i chose to feed me pain

and i’m the one you bring home so ashamed…..through their eyes

[chorus]

and i see myself in heaven

if i can free myself from this hell

Smile Empty Soul Self Inflicted

You see these cuts and bruises

Isn’t this all so amusing

I feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)

My life is so confusing

Do this to myself I’m losing

Guess I’m only proving

What everyone can see but me

And I won’t let myself be happy

I cut myself just to feel the pain

And I won’t give up anything for you

I’m going down and no one can save me

Were going down and no one can save me

I am cold my legs are shaking

Theres no hope right now I’m begging

For just one sight to show me some one out there really cares (really cares)

My clothes are soaked I’m crying

Theres no doubt I know I’m dieing

I did this to myself and that’s the part I can’t believe

And I won’t let myself be happy

I cut myself just to feel the pain

And I won’t give up anything for you

I’m going down and no one can save me

Were going down and no one can save me

Going down and no one can save me

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

I won’t let myself be happy

I cut myself just to feel the pain

And I won’t give up anything for you

Were going down and no one can save me

I’m going down and no one can save me

I’m going down and no one can save me

Wer’re going down and no one can save me

Going down and no one can save me

Smile Empty Soul Alone With Nothing

Daze off in a broken dream,

so lost in the open seas.

Held down somewhere in between,

I knew you wouldn’t wait for me.

Cuz I tried to stand,

but you keep pushing me down,

pushing me down.

Does it never end?

Will I ever win with you?

So take everything,

all of me.

It’s okay.

Like it when you break,

all I’ve got.

I feel free.

On the floor.

Alone with nothing.

(Yeah)

Alone with nothing.

Work hard through this broken life,

high hopes it’ll be alright.

Beat down, but I’m still alive,

hold on for another fight.

Cuz I tried to stand,

you keep pushing me down,

pushing me down.

Does it never end?

Will I ever win with you?

So take everything,

all of me.

It’s okay.

Like it when you break,

all I’ve got.

I feel free.

On the floor.

Alone with nothing.

(Yeah)

I find my strength and

(Yeah)

Beat on the ground.

(Yeah)

Don’t need nothing from you.

Cuz I tried to stand,

you keep pushing me down,

pushing me down.

Does it never end?

Will I ever win with you?

(With you) (With you)

So take everything,

all of me.

It’s okay.

Like it when you break,

all I’ve got.

I feel free.

On the floor.

Alone with nothing.

(Yeah)

Alone with nothing.

(Yeah)

Alone with nothing.

(Yeah)

Alone with nothing.

(Yeah)

Alone with nothing.

Smile Empty Soul Holes

I’ve been through everything I’ve seen

Religions and beliefs

But nothings ever really helped

I’ll try, drugs until I die

Breaking others lives

Until I really find myself

And all these people think they know

What’s missing from my show

Just admit that Jesus died for me

Take your bibles and go home

Cause as I’m walking through this life

I know that things are right

I don’t know how to fill the holes, I keep

Falling in along the way

No matter what they say

No one has it figured out

You act like everything is great

There’s nothing out of place

I can see right through the words you spin

You’re burning up within

You’re tired and your thin

Your can’t believe that god let you down

And all these people think they know

What’s missing from my show

Just admit that Jesus died for me

Take your bibles and go home

Cause as I’m walking through this life

I know that things are right

I don’t know how to fill the holes, I keep

Falling in along the way

No matter what they say

No one has it figured out

And as I’m walking through this life

I know that things are right

I don’t know how to fill the holes, I keep

Falling in along the way

No matter what they say

No one has it figured out

Smile Empty Soul Hard Biter

Been higher, red rider

Gas light up, but you never felt when the flame was burning you

Brain tired, skin tighter

My spires, but it’s caving in and you don’t know what to do

Discomforted, feel left out

Questioning all that I’m made of!

I pray for fire

Caught in the wire

Dreams, they seldom come true

Time for never

Is this the end of the

Cold, hard biter in you?

Explosive, corrosive

Hide post-its just to keep your mind off the things you need to do

Kind notions, expulsion

Bad potion, but it takes a lot just to see the good in you

Discomforted, feel left out

Questioning all that I’m made of!

I pray for fire

Caught in the wire

Dreams, they seldom come true

Time for never

Is this the end of the

Cold, hard biter in you?

You had it right when you said, “everything goes wrong.

Living the life you have has forced you to get strong.”

You had it right when you said, “everything goes wrong.

All you can do is carry on.”

Pray for fire

Caught in the wire

Dreams, they seldom come true

Time for never

Is this the end of the

Cold, hard biter in you?

Cold, hard biter!

You said, “everything goes wrong.”

Cold, hard biter in you!

(“Has forced you to get strong.”)

Cold, hard biter!

(“And everything goes wrong.”)

(“All you can do is carry on.”)

Smile Empty Soul Jesus Is The Manager Of Wal-Mart

Come on in little one but remember where you are

Hold your thought and your tongue and grab yourself a cart

To fill with all the shit that keeps you on your knees

And if you lead a life of sin, when you’re here pretend you’re clean

[Chorus]

Because Jesus is the manager at Wal-Mart

Yeah, Jesus is the manager at Wal-Mart

He freed us from our sins, and gave the world a new start

Now Jesus is the manager at Wal-Mart

Close your mind with the door to keep the demons out

Everyone in the store has shut their little mouths

Except when to say, “look how much we saved”

And all we have to do is smile, while our minds decay

[Chorus]

And if you say, he died for you, you’ll be saved

And if you say, he died for you, then you’ll save

Close your mind with the door

Close your mind with the door

[Chorus]

Smile Empty Soul Hiding Place

Ear to the ground

As I fear for the end of my days

The trumpets are calling

Accepting that this is my fate

How did you find my hiding place?

Attempting to lock myself away

Alone in the shadows, far from change

Don’t let it in, don’t let it in, no…

Wandering aimlessly

Nervous to make any waves

Searching for something

A purpose to validate pain

How did you find my hiding place?

Attempting to lock myself away

Alone in the shadows, far from change

Don’t let it in, don’t let it in, no…

Yeah…

How did you find my hiding place?

Attempting to lock myself away

Alone in the shadows, far from change

Don’t let it in, don’t let it in, no…

Smile Empty Soul Therapy

Too many weeds in the flowers

Too many pills in the pharmacies now

Too many bugs in the shower

There’s too much shit in the air we breathe now

There’s too much anger inside me

There’s too much scarring when I bleed

There’s too much therapy I need

There is no god that I have seen

There’s too much doubt in my mom’s words

There’s too much fear in the way she sees life

I wonder if I’m just like her

I wonder if I can make myself right

There’s too much anger inside me

There’s too much scarring when I bleed

There’s too much therapy I need

There is no god that I have seen

There’s too much anger inside me

There’s too much scarring when I bleed

There’s too much therapy I need

There is no god that I have seen

You try to help

You listen well

Smile Empty Soul Mechanical Rationality

Can I keep it together,

under stress and whatever,

tried to pin point my problems,

but I can never solve them,

so I fall into pieces,

but nothing releases,

and the cycle starts over,

while the days get colder

Push away, I’m trying,

to seperate my findings,

and be ok remind me,

that nothing good can come from all this Hate,

it floods my heart, within this way,

Can any one save me now?

What to do in the meantime,

steady walkin a straight line,

til my vision gets blurry,

and my head is full of worry,

so I fall into pieces and nothing releases,

and the cycle starts over,

while the days get colder..

Push away, I’m trying,

to seperate my findings,

and be ok, remind me,

that nothing good can come from all this Hate,

it floods my heart, with endless rain,

Can any one save me now??

Theres Still a heart beat,

somewhere in me,

Theres still a heart to find and bring to life…

but Nothing good can come from all this Hate,

it floods my heart, within this way,

Can any one save me now??

Theres still a heart beat,

somewhere in Me,

Theres still a heart to find and bring to Life!

Smile Empty Soul Refill Me

I love my job

I love the house I live in and I love my mom

I love the teachers at my school they teach me how to love

But best of all

I love the pills the doctor gives me

Don’t talk shut up just refill me

’cause I’m feeling kind of low today

And the pills will make it go away

My friends are great

All they do is talk but have nothing to say

I love L.A

The air is beautiful and it’s sunny everyday

But best of all

I love the pills the doctor gives me

Don’t talk shut up just refill me

’cause I’m feeling kind of low today

And the pills will make it go away

I’m better off like this

Then to feel the real shit

This haze this fog this bliss

Twist the top give me another kiss

I love the pills the doctor gives me

Don’t talk shut up just refill me

’cause I’m feeling kind of low today

And the pills will make it go away

GO AWAY

GO AWAY