Oceans Ate Alaska Covert

You know I have this unrelenting fear

That I’m wasting every minute, every hour that I’m living here

I won’t ask for sympathy

Just the understanding that I can’t change that part of me

I’m just so scared to admit

Act like I don’t give a shit

Hide behind this masquerade

Hide behind this masquerade

So sick of being like this

Trapped in this ignorant bliss

The very fabric

Of my being

Is fucking torn

You know I have this unrelenting fear

That I’m fighting the days

But I’m losing the years

It’s calling my name

Every day is the same

Except this voice in my head

Is merely fuelling the flames

It’s calling my name

Just show me what it means for me to feel again

It’s calling my name

So take me away

From this godforsaken place

These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe

I am defective, my own worst enemy

Put up these walls to hide my secret

My deepest ‘cus I know you won’t believe it

You won’t believe

I’m just so scared to admit

Act like I don’t give a shit

Hide behind this masquerade

Hide behind this masquerade

So sick of feeling like this

Trapped in this ignorant bliss

To live to like this

Trapped in this ignorant bliss