Rittz I’m No Good

Yeah

Sometimes I just get fucking pissed off

I just get sick of all this bullshit

Shit’s sad growing up in the gutter

But I met a lot of kids, want to be like I am

It’s weird, people see you on the come up

Then you happy with some money but I’m mean and I’m pissed

My girlfriend knows that I love her

But I mentally abuse her and I treat her like shit

We both suicidal, she a cutter

All I do is self-loath, what’s the reason I live?

Bunch of empty liquor bottles in the cupboard

Lying to each other like next week we’ll quit

Get drunk, make a straw outta dollar

But it’s okay, it’s only cocaine, not meth

My family looking at me like a fuck up

And they’re right, and I don’t want to disappoint my twin

I pray one day I’ll recover

But it’s like I’m tryin’ to schedule an appointment with the – devil

Lord knows I don’t wanna – die

So I’m begging, praying help me please

I lie like I’m covering for someone in the summer

With anxiety and I ain’t got no self-esteem

Lot of people are going wanna tell me shut up

Cause they got it way worse, I’m a selfish piece of shit

Make a motherfucker wonder, what it’s gonna take for me to change mentally

Bags underneath my eyes cause I live too fast

Grey hairs on my beard

Feelin’ like I can’t breathe if I don’t take a pill so I’m always on a Xan

Drink a bottle every night, I feel them doing damage to my liver

I ain’t ever been this fat and disgusting

I don’t wanna rap, I wanna nap on my love-seat

I ain’t sayin’ this to get no pity, I’m just feelin’ shitty

Lookin’ like a piece of metal rusting, and trust me

And I don’t really like

The person I’ve become

This isn’t who I thought I would turn into when I was young

But now I’m grown and they say I’m

No Good [x6]

I’m just a drug addict, drunk, I’m

No Good [x6]

They say I need to turn my life around

I don’t know, maybe I’m a hater

I’m supposed to write a rap, but I hate rap now

Stop breathin’ when I’m sleeping then I wake up

Still in my clothes, can’t remember how I passed out

Lately I’m an angry drunk am I’m afraid I

Might have been a dick, best friend’s gettin’ cussed out

But fuck it, then I guess I’ll find out later

What I done, ‘nother hungover day bummed out

True shit I ain’t no exaggerator

Nose bleedin’, trying to act like I ain’t sniff shit

People think they’re motivating me to take up a different lifestyle

Fuck them and their Fitbit

They just wanna help but don’t appreciate uh

Cause they love me, and they don’t wanna see me die young

Every day I’m dissapointin’ my creator

I’ve been strugglin’ to get up out the hole I dug

Lately I’ve been switchin’ over to the vapor

Chain smokin Newports hole-punched my lungs

I can see my future and it’s as plain as day my

Girl cryin’ to the operator, calling 9-1-1

I tour, blessed to be an entertainer

Been spendin’ months away from home, there’s nothing I find fun

Signed a record deal, I love the record label

Three albums later, underrated when it’s my time come

Couldn’t afford the tour bus, so I went and bought a van

There’s some money selling records, so I got to tour again

I don’t wanna bore the fans, so I bought a couple lights

Plus some background singers, but I can’t afford a band

Jealous of these rich rappers and the money that they make

I was up outside of Chili’s having lunch and a lame

Started rooting for his team on the screen

When I see happy people wanna punch them in the face

I’m ashamed cause

I don’t really like

The person I’ve become

This isn’t who I thought I would turn into when I was young

But now I’m grown and they say I’m

No Good [x6]

I’m just a drug addict, drunk, I’m

No Good [x6]

They say I need to turn my life around

Yeah!

Ye-ye-ye-uh-

Ye-ye-ye-ye-FUCK!

Fuck it